For 12 years I’ve been pointed out to hundreds or thousands of security guards and others in 13 countries in Europe (every country I have visited in the last 12 years). I don’t KNOW this because it’s never been confirmed to me directly, and in fact explicitly denied countless times. Instead, security guards (and police) ‘let me know’ by such things as deliberately standing by my check out till and walking away as soon as I’ve been served, craning their necks to look at me when I’m being served, or theatrically twisting their heads as though to look past me, or even stand with their backs turned to me. And then they deny, or the companies that employ them deny, that they have any knowledge of me or are paying me any particular attention, and that any odd behaviour I experience from them (such as standing facing my check out line every time I visit a particular supermarket) is simply ‘co-incidence’.

This is in the context of the authorities apparently not having the resources to keep even known and dangerous jihadists and the like under surveillance.

And my life had been devastated by paranoid schizophrenia BEFORE this.

In fact, as far as I can tell, this all started from behavior on my part 12 years ago that was the result of a mental health relapse brought about by the Met Police, probably deliberately (including by already going around shops and showing my photograph to staff and encouraging them to bully me).

Indeed, as the behavior of neurodiversity champion and disability rights advocate PCSO Victor Finch seemed to suggest at Gatwick Airport, I deserve to be gaslighted in 13 different countries by thousands of police officers, security guards, and others, because I get paranoid and slightly visibly agitated (sometimes) at being gaslighted in 13 different countries by thousands of police officers, security guards, and others.

Just because you’re paranoid, doesn’t mean that they’re not out to get you for being paranoid…I guess.

And if they are, then you deserve it.

For being paranoid about it.

Up until this blog, I have had absolutely nobody to relate these things to, to discuss them with, or to seek advice or simply comfort or sympathy from. Not one person on Earth. I have tried contacting and making complaints to the stores in question where these experiences with security staff and even non-security staff, such as Boots or Tesco or Sainsbury’s, happen, and my complaints have been dismissed as paranoia and for the most part ignored altogether (i.e. not replied to) for a number of years. (Although in most cases, I then get increased aggression and bullying from the staff in the stores I have complained to, as though my complaint was passed on in some form).

I then contacted anti-torture charities. Quite a number, in fact, including all the leading ones such as Amnesty International. And again, mostly my e-mails were ignored completely, or in the small handful of cases in which I received a reply, quite rudely dismissed. (The French Amnesty International contact actually told me to stop spamming, and Kevin James of leading British anti-torture charity Redress, told me much the same).

In 2018, I tried contacting a few legal firms, and again either my e-mails were ignored altogether or tersely dismissed. In the words of XXX XXXXX, in XXX, ‘I don’t have a case’, and in the words of two leading UK firms that specialize in human rights cases and legal cases against the police, who both replied in almost exactly the same way as each other, my case is ‘too complex’.

According to Carla Ferstman – the former director of Redress – one of the leading anti-torture charities in the world, if I have any ‘concerns’ about being gaslighted on a near industrial scale by the Met Police in 13 different countries for 12 years, I should seek advice at a Citizen’s Advice Bureau, because Redress ‘has only a limited mandate’. Carla is now one of the chief advisors at the UN regarding the United Nations Convention Against Torture which specifically and clearly prohibits psychological torture by the State.

So in 12 years, not one fellow human being appears to have any sympathy for what I’ve had to endure. At times, I’ve literally started to believe that I must be in some kind of solipsist hell, given that it’s surely impossible I could be living in a real world with fellow human beings in which I can be clearly, deliberately, and slowly psychologically tortured to death (or into complete insanity) by the Met police, and not only can I do nothing about this, but nobody, nowhere, ever, will display a shred of sympathy or even acknowledgement of it being at least morally or legally dubious.

Apart from one person.

Several years ago I rang Sainsbury’s customer care to ask why my complaints (by e-mail) were being ignored. I briefly told the lady who answered an outline of my case – that I was a paranoid schizophrenic and I was being pointed out to security guards in a number of Sainsbury’s stores all over London who would then mock me for ‘not liking to be looked at’. She actually broke down in tears and was weeping over the phone almost uncontrollably. It happens that she had a sister who had paranoid schizophrenia, and immediately recognized that – in her words – ‘well that wouldn’t help your symptoms would it?’.

Still, there was nothing that this lovely customer care lady could do, other than promise that she would pass my complaint on to her superior.

If it wasn’t for that person, I would have no evidence or reason to believe, after 12 years of this, that anyone anywhere would even recognize that what I am being subjected to is wrong, or that my treatment raises the slightest issue of moral or legal concern. In fact, that anyone, anywhere, would even make sense of what I was trying to describe.

For over 12 years, the Met Police and their colleagues in 13 different countries have been pointing me out to thousands of security guards, as well as non-security staff in shops, restaurants etc across the UK and Europe, whilst deliberately leaving me in doubt that this is happening. They have done this, and are continuing to do this, not in spite of the fact that my life had already been destroyed by schizophrenia, but because of that fact, and the knowledge that this will cause myself – the victim of it – extreme psychological pain and distress, and likely, eventually result in my suicide or my losing possession of my mind and grasp of reality altogether. I believe I have sufficient (hidden) video evidence accumulated now that this did and is still happening, and I have 100% faith that this is illegal on their part. It shouldn’t even need explaining that this is illegal, and the United Nations own Convention Against Torture, clearly defines this as psychological torture.

As I described in a recent post, in late 2017 I e-mailed a lengthy plea for help to the (then) director of Redress – Carla Ferstman. I had previously contacted them nine years earlier.

Hi,

I first contacted you 9 years ago about the situation I, a British citizen, was experiencing in London and elsewhere and that I interpreted as torture, desperately seeking your help and advice. I am a disabled individual who was diagnosed and briefly hospitalized with paranoid psychosis around 20 years ago while at university. I continued to suffer with this diagnosis for a number of years, sometimes getting better, sometimes relapsing. The last time was around 9 years ago. Unfortunately, when I was extremely ill at this time, I did behave in a inappropriate and verbally threatening manner, for example mumbling under my breath in a small number of supermarkets in a way which appears may have been interpreted as threatening and understandably therefore caused some alarm and distress to cashiers and staff. I apparently also did this in several McDonalds and Burger King restaurants were I was being bullied and had even been physically assaulted twice by staff.

This behaviour was highly regrettable, but it is unfortunately sometimes what mentally ill people do when they are relapsing and likely happens thousands of a times a year in a city like London.

What has happened since should be of some concern to you. My photograph has been passed around to hundreds or thousands of security guards in a number of European countries, in fact as far as I can determine, to every country I visit (I travel often and to about 13 in the last nine years). This appears to actually be the case. At no time during my illness, even when I was at my very worst 20 years ago, have I suffered from visual hallucinations (nor auditory hallucinations, or at least not ‘voices’). For a time after my breakdown 9 years ago in which I behaved aggressively, every security guard in every shop and restaurant, shopping center etc I visited would clearly recognize me and make a point of ‘letting me know’ by clenching their fists etc and behaving extremely agitatedly and aggressively. Not only that, but my photo was passed to cashiers in every shop and restaurant and pub in West London, and it appears in towns where I had been observed visiting in the past such as Oxford and Brighton. Again I can be confident that this happened because these cashiers and serving staff would clearly recognize me and behave very strangely. This would happen in shops that I had never visited before, as well as the handful of shops I had behaved aggressively in the few times I went back into them. It appears also that postal delivery men as well as private delivery men were also shown my photograph. Even more disturbingly, it appears that my local GP’s reception staff, and even doctors were also shown my photograph, as well as pharmacists and even airline staff. At one stage I had to travel outside of London in order to collect my mental health prescriptions. The one friend I had at this time, and who I could have had some support from, had recently moved into an OAP retirement home. I tried to visit him and was aggressively turned away at the door by a member of staff. Two residents who saw me clearly panicked and it seemed evident that my photo had been shown to the entire home, including my friend, who ignored my attempts to call him. All I had done was ring the buzzer and politely ask if I could see my good friend (I had never visited the residence home before).

Showing the photograph of a paranoid schizophrenic around thousands of shops, restaurants, pharmacies etc, would be legally and ethically problematic in itself, I’m sure you might be able to reluctantly agree as one of the world’s leading anti-torture charities, but a further problem was that together with my photograph instructions or incitement was evidently given to bully, intimidate and mock me as means of ‘punishment’. For example, when I realized that I had relapsed and had been behaving oddly in supermarkets, I decided to have my groceries delivered to my home. The first time I did this, the deliveryman shouted aggressively at me whilst clenching his fists upon my opening the door and actually appeared to come close to physically assaulting me.

Again, this in itself would amount to psychological torture by the state if it had just lasted a number of weeks. Unfortunately it is still happening 9 years later despite, or because of, numerous complaints on my part pleading for it to stop. Furthermore, it isn’t confined to just London, Oxford, Brighton etc, but to every country in Europe I have visited in the last 9 years. This summer I visited Kiev in the Ukraine, and it was evident that security guards in several supermarkets I visited had been shown my photo and immediately recognized me and became confrontational, crossing their arms with their face contorted in rage etc. It seems that every security guard in XXXXX has been shown my photograph, and continue to be aggressive, and mocking.

As the one of the world’s leading anti-torture charities, I’m sure you can see at least some point in my allegation that the photograph of a paranoid schizophrenic being shown to thousands of security guards and even some members of the public all over Europe over a 9 year period with no end in sight might just raise some issues regarding psychological torture. As one of the world’s leading anti-torture charities, I’m sure you’re probably aware that the use of psychological torture by the state is in fact outlawed in the UK and every other European country and the fact that is being normalized through the torture of a British citizen in 13 different European countries over a 9 year period and counting, should at the very least be of some small concern to you.

The most disturbing thing about all this, and what takes this to an even more horrific level, is that I’ve been complaining about this for 9 years now. I’ve made complaints via e-mail and online contact forms to the stores, restaurants in question etc, as well as forwarding the complaints on to some of the world’s leading anti-torture charities. Not only are my complaints either ignored or dismissed, It appears that all these security guards, and even members of the public such as store managers, cashiers, and even airline flight attendants, have been given instructions or incitement to mock these allegations of psychological torture and/or intimidate me from continuing to make them. In particular, it seems that my allegations have been dismissed as myself simply ‘not liking to be looked at’ (by security guards etc). For example, very often, I get security guards (and police officers) making a highly theatrical point of turning their backs on me. This happened several times in Kiev. Security guards still clench their fists with their faces contorted in rage. Sometimes as I’ve walked out of shops and security guards have said things like ‘you take care mate’. I’ve been spat on at least once.

Not once has a company that I have made a complaint to has admitted that my photograph has been shown, sometimes they are aggressively denied, and usually they are ignored alltogether. Clearly the deliberate implication is being made both to myself and the anti-torture organizations that I have been forwarding the complaints onto that I am simply suffering from paranoia.

The very first anti-torture organization I contacted 9 years ago was yours. You do, after all, invite victims who are experiencing torture to contact you for help. Somebody called Kevin (I think his surname was James) replied and told me that it was ‘not in the remit’ of Redress’ to provide assistance to me. I replied back rather upset and he in turn replied asking me to stop spamming him. Since then I have not passed on my complaints to you in the 9 years since until my last complaint this summer (which was again ignored by you). None of the other organizations that I have contacted numerous times and that receive their charity status on the grounds that they fight torture have ever replied back to me, except for amnesty international who also asked me to stop spamming them.

In the days after I made that complaint to Redress 9 years ago, Police officers would pass me with fists clenched making theatrically furious faces. In one incident I was heading towards a Starbucks in South Kensington when a group of heavily armed police officers were walking in my direction. I walked into the Starbucks and ordered and sat down with my drink. The group of 3 or 4 police officers with Heckler and Koch submachine guns walked in and glared at me for several moments and then walked out again without ordering anything. Obviously, that happening the day after being told by the UK’s leading anti-torture charity that my situation was of no concern to them and to ‘stop spamming’, left me in a rather distressed and hopeless state, and understandably very fearful for my life.

Just to be clear, as I mentioned above, even at my very worst I never once suffered from visual hallucinations. I suffered from paranoid thoughts and crazy ideas that I could later clearly see where just that and a result of my illness – for example, that bands such as Radiohead were writing songs about me etc. I never heard voices, never had visual hallucinations, and even my paranoid thoughts were grounded in some reality. After my brief hospitalization I made two steps forward, one step back type progress over the years, completing my degree at XXXXXX, until suffering the relapse that caused my ‘punishment’ through continent wide never ending torture. Since that time, despite what has been happening to me, I have been very stable and can be confident using a host of reality testing techniques, including covertly recording some of these experiences, that this really has been/is happening to me. That is not to say that nearly every day of the last 9 years I haven’t been tearing my hair out and been questioning my reality, especially when I sit down to compose an e-mail like this, and know that it will be ignored like the other 100.

The fact appears to be that the photograph of myself – a paranoid schizophrenic – has been passed around thousands of commercial outlets across Europe with the deliberate intention of extra-judiciously punishing myself through means of my mental health diagnosis for behaviour I regrettably conducted in when I was clearly very ill, was being subjected to tremendous pressure by the very same people who have subsequently ‘punished’ me, and was likely not legally accountable. Furthermore, the scale and duration is an entire continent and 9 years with no sight in end. As stated above, they appear to have shown my photograph with incitement to harm (myself) to security guards in a country as notoriously corrupt and with known problems regarding torture as the Ukraine, with the legal justification behaviour on my part that took place 9 years ago when I was suffering a mental health breakdown in the UK. Furthermore, this appears not only to be motivated by the desire to ‘punish’ through torture, but to intimidate myself, the victim of torture, through further torture, from making further complaints or attempting legal action.

This has all taken place in the context where over the last two years it has been tragically made clear that the authorities do not have the resources to track dangerous known Jihadists, including one who appeared in a BBC documentary on Jihadists watched by millions. If I was the most dangerous man in Europe, what has happened to me and is continuing to happen to me after 9 years, would unambiguously amount to psychological torture under UK and international law. If I was a sane individual, it would unambiguously amount to psychological torture under UK and international law. The fact that I am neither the most dangerous man in Europe nor sane but an individual who is not a threat to anybody at this point and who has suffered from paranoid schizophrenia in the past makes it something beyond even torture.

Clearly it is either the honest opinion of Redress that it is highly probable that what I have described above and in my complaints is simply a paranoid delusion, or you realize that what I have described is likely or could very possibly be taking place and are fully aware that this is (psychological) torture by the state and you don’t want any part of helping me for fear of the affect it might have on donations etc. If the latter, I believe you should now reluctantly be considering the financial and existential implications of Redress staff members being criminally liable for accessory to my torture and being convicted of this in a court of law with global media attention at a future point.

Cheers

After receiving no reply, I then sent her the following e-mail in desperation, and some disbelief (at that point, I still believed that if I articulated what had been happening to me for a decade, then any reasonable non-psychopathic person would see the gravity of it, let alone the chairwoman of one of the leading anti-torture charities in the world. I have no such belief or hope anymore).

Hi,

can you at least explain to me why you’re ignoring my complaints? I’m a paranoid schizophrenic who has been having my photo passed around to thousands of security guards in every country in Europe I visit. The justification for this on the part of the authorities is behaviour I exhibited when I was suffering from a mental breakdown 9 years ago brought about partly or wholly by the pressure they were exerting upon me, likely illegal itself. This is in the context of those same authorities not having the resources to track Jihadists returning from Syria etc. In fact, If I was a Jihadist mass murderer what has happened to me over 9 years would now constitute psychological torture on the part of the state (and no doubt you wouldn’t have any hesitation whatsoever in helping me). When I make a valid complaint about the behaviour of security guards and claim that this is (psychological) torture on the part of the state, instructions are apparently given again to thousands of security guards that lead them to even more aggressive and intimidating behaviour against myself (in 13 different countries).

I could presume that you are simply dismissing this as a paranoid delusion on my part, but when I first contacted you/Kevin James, he told me it was not in the remit of redress to help me. If what is being done to me is not psychological torture, then psychological torture has no meaning or significance in law. Unfortunately, as one of the world’s leading anti-torture charities, all of your staff presumably are aware that psychological torture is in in fact illegal, and that the intention to cause psychological distress by public officials is defined as torture and illegal in the UK. If you feel this is an error, and that the pendulum has swung too far since the Enlightenment and that psychological torture should be decriminalized and worldwide anti-torture treaties redrawn to omit reference to psychological torture, then you need to lobby the British and other governments. As it stands, psychological torture is illegal and you are failing in your moral and probably legal duty to help me. Again if 13 different European police forces passing the photograph of a paranoid schizophrenic to thousands of security guards for 9 years, no sign that it will ever end, whilst the schizophrenic’s complaints to the stores etc in question employing these guards are ignored or dismissed as paranoia, I’m not sure what would constitute psychological torture. Maybe if I told you that these security guards were deliberately misgendering me or somesuch I could get your attention as a worthwhile cause?

Sorry to be flippant, I really don’t feel flippant. In fact I’m increasingly starting to feel I am literally in some form of hell. Again, I am a victim of ongoing (psychological) torture requesting the help of Redress. Again, I understand you are simply a business whose primary drive is to generate donations rather than fighting torture as an end in itself, but at the end of the day my case is going to come to court at some stage and you do need to consider how Redress as a registered anti-torture charity is going to come out of it – ignoring the victim’s appeal for help for 9 years whilst over that period extra-judicial torture has been normalized in 13 different European countries. I appreciate there are many more cases you are helping of people who have suffered horrific physical torture, but it doesn’t alter the fact that what has happened to me, or is continuing to happen after a decade with no end in sight, is in its own way equally horrific – particularly that I am a British citizen being tortured in the UK and at least 12 other European countries – and should be of enough concern to you that you could at least reply to my pleas for assistance.

Sincerely

This time, she did reply back :

Dear Mr XX,

I am sorry you feel let down by REDRESS’ decision 9 years ago not to take forward your case. REDRESS has a narrow mandate and does not have the possibility to take on the issues of all persons who contact us. We must take difficult decisions about the best use of our very limited resources. I would suggest you contact your local citizen’s advice bureau about your concerns.

Sincerely

Carla Ferstman

As described in my earlier post, 2 or 3 days after this e-mail exchange, I was very aggressively intimidated by Easy Jet staff on a flight to London. A decade earlier, after my first unsuccessful attempt to get help from Redress, four armed police officers followed me into Starbucks in South Kensington, stood glaring at me, and then walked out.

According to Carla Ferstman, Redress has a ‘limited mandate’. That would apparently be the mandate that grants them charitable status – ‘ending torture, seeking justice for survivors’. Looking at their website, they seem to be more interested in topics such as fighting the ‘criminilization of women in the Sudan’, and other feminist/extreme left-wing causes.

Unfortunately, virtually every other so-called anti-torture charity is of exactly the same nature.

I just discovered that it appears Carla Ferstman was director of Redress from 2004 to 2018, so in fact she (and not ‘Kevin James’) was director when I first contacted them a decade ago.

As mentioned above, Redress spends most of the huge public donations it receives as a UK based charity with a remit to combat torture, on issues such as gender discrimination in the Sudan and the like. And of course, on the salaries of its staff, who can then virtue signal away all day on Twitter when not being paid to attend ‘conferences’. In fact, in the weeks after I sent my e-mails to Carla, informing her that the Met Police had successfully persuaded 13 different European police forces to gaslight and torture a mentally disabled British citizen, and then being told she couldn’t help, she was Tweeting stuff about a Redress campaign helping British citizens being mistreated by police abroad.

Now that the Met Police (and 13 other police forces in Europe and counting) have learnt how easy it is to extra-judiciously psychologically torture somebody in this manner, it’s hard to believe they wont do to it to anyone else, or indeed haven’t already.

A reminder of how torture is defined under the United Nations Convention Against Torture :

1. For the purposes of this Convention, the term “torture” means any act by which severe pain or suffering, whether physical or mental, is intentionally inflicted on a person for such purposes as obtaining from him or a third person information or a confession, punishing him for an act he or a third person has committed or is suspected of having committed, or intimidating or coercing him or a third person, or for any reason based on discrimination of any kind, when such pain or suffering is inflicted by or at the instigation of or with the consent or acquiescence of a public official or other person acting in an official capacity. It does not include pain or suffering arising only from, inherent in or incidental to lawful sanctions.

https://www.ohchr.org/en/professionalinterest/pages/cat.aspx

Carla Ferstman is apparently ‘a member of the experts committee of the Convention Against Torture Initiative’.

https://iccforum.com/users/ferstman

I entered the boarding lounge for my flight to XXXXX at Gatwick airport, and a police community support officer was standing watching the queue as I joined it.

Nothing unusual about that in itself. Although the police at Gatwick have attempted to intimidate and gaslight me on virtually every visit for at least a decade, there must be occasions when they are genuinely watching out for a suspect or whatever, and this might be such an occasion. I tried to pay him no attention.

But I couldn’t help noticing that he had immediately appeared to recognize me (i.e. I had been pointed out to him beforehand) and was looking rather uncomfortable. In fact he was sweating quite heavily and seemed to be trying to avoid looking at me. Not so much in the theatrical and exaggeratedly mocking way bent psychopaths and security guards do to me every day in 13 different countries, but in a seemingly genuine attempt to not make eye contact with me. At any rate, the couple in front of me appeared to notice and seemed to become a little agitated by me as though they feared that the police officer was indeed there because of my presence. They must have assumed I was a dangerous and violent suspect, maybe a released ISIS member who could launch a frenzied attack on the public at any moment, rather than some sad mentally disabled individual who embarrassed the police 12 years ago by mumbling under his breath in supermarkets during a psychotic episode, and who has been deliberately and brutally gaslighted and tortured by them ever since.

The queue continued to gradually inch forward as passengers had their tickets inspected and were allowed to board the plane. After a few minutes and a few feet further forward, the police officer – who I later realized from looking at the Gatwick Sussex police page was a PCSO named Victor Finch, shuffled his corpulent frame a few feet to the right so he was again facing me directly from the side.

A few weeks later, I again boarded a flight to XXXXX from Gatwick airport. Again, PCSO Victor Finch was waiting in the departure lounge, along with his colleague PCSO Wendy Elliot. Both clearly, again, appeared to recognize me (i.e., I had been pointed out to them).

This time not only did PCSO Victor Finch shuffle along the boarding lounge so that he was more or less parallel with me, but the moment I showed my ticket to the Easyjet employee, with a number of people still behind me in the queue, he said to her – ‘well that’s our job done for the night, goodbye’, and he and his colleague left.

Looking at his Twitter page, this guy is a ‘disablity advocate‘. In fact, it appears to be his entire identity.

I have been pointed out to Easyjet cabin crew for a number of years flying from Gatwick. Whatever information is given to them about me, it results in an apparent absolute confidence in them that I deserve it, that I deserve to be subjected to this sadism. For example, numerous times as I exit the aeroplane, the stewardess will make a point of cheerily saying ‘thank you, bye’ to each and every passenger, and then either ignore me, say ‘you’re welcome’ in a snarky tone, or say simply ‘take care’ in a serious tone. Of course, I’m being paranoid here, it’s just another million to one co-incidence.

For several years the police/Gatwick security/Gatwick PCSO’s appeared to have stopped doing this. But early in 2018, I made an appeal for help to the leading British anti-torture charity Redress, explaining that the police had been deliberately gaslighting me for a decade across an entire continent, knowing the immense psychological pain and duress (that I would likely not be able to survive) it would cause me on account of my past history as a sufferer of schizophrenia. In the e-mail sent to the chairwoman of Redress, I mentioned my history of abuse at the hands of Easyjet cabin crew, and told her of my plans to make a complaint to the Civil Aviation Authority about this.

The chairwoman of Redress – Carla Ferstman – replied back briefly telling me they didn’t have time to help and that I should speak to my local Citizen’s Advice Bureau if I have any ‘concerns’ about being tortured by the Metropolitan police. This was actually an improvement on my previous attempt to seek help from Redress almost ten years earlier not long after the torture began. On that occasion, the head of Redress – a Kevin James if I recall correctly – actually told me to fuck off, essentially. And for my troubles, I was rewarded a couple of days later with several Met police officers bearing Heckler and Koch submachine guns, following me into Starbucks in South Kensington, glaring aggressively at me without attempting to order anything, and then walking out.

I’m pretty sure that dismissal by Kevin James and Redress basically gave the Met Police, and the many other police forces in Europe acting on behalf of the Met, the greenlight for the next decade and more to continue to torture me.

On this occasion after my second unsuccessful appeal for help to Redress, several days later, I took a flight from Gatwick with Easyjet to XXXXX. It was clear that for the first time in a while, I had been pointed out again to the cabin crew, several of whom were extremely aggressive, one of them continually clenching his fists and even baring his clenched teeth as he walked past me down the aisle. At another point, he just stared at me almost appealingly and then started shaking his head.

For over twelve years, I have been pointed out to not just border control, but evidently even to the men and women at the entrance to border security whose job it is simply to point passengers to the security scanners. These staff make a theatrical point of communicating the fact that I have been pointed out to them, among other things saying (or rather whispering) sarcastically ‘you’re welcome’ and laughing as I walk past them. Since I started audio recording much of my life last year, they have suddenly stopped doing this.

PCSO Victor Finch has won a police award for his ‘disability advocacy’ and dedication to ‘neurodiversity’. I wonder if the bent psychopaths will give him an award for his small contribution to the continent wide decade long torture of a paranoid schizophrenic? Perhaps he will receive it from them only when I’ve either been successfully driven into suicide or am locked up in a straitjacket, my head banging against the padded walls of a psychiatric unit until the end of my days, not even able to recognize or relate to my fellow ‘neurodiverse’ patients?

“A passionate PCSO has been shortlisted for an Inclusive Companies Award for his dedication to diversity.

Victor Finch has been the driving force behind a number of campaigns and initiatives aimed at raising awareness and improving the lives of people with disabilities.

During his time with the force, he has worked his way up to secretary of the Sussex Police Disability and Carers Association, and has been a key player in ensuring Sussex Police delivers its promise to adhere to the Equality Act.

Now, he has been shortlisted for the ‘employee of the year’ title at the Inclusive Companies Awards (formerly the Excellence in Diversity Awards), which takes place on 15 November.

The awards celebrate those who go above and beyond the call of duty to improve the lives of others in workplaces and communities around them.

Vic, of the Gatwick Prevention Team, has assisted Gatwick Airport and the local community with a number of events, supporting charities such as Chestnut Tree House and Outreach 3 Way.

Furthermore, he was heavily involved in Gatwick becoming the first autism-friendly airport in the UK, which is now accepted by the Civil Aviation Authority as best practice nationally for all UK airports.

He added: “I feel I give considerable energy and enthusiasm to ensure everything I do is a success. My personal and professional commitment has a profound effect on many others, and this has been recognised outside of the organisation and nationally.”

Well yeah, I can certainly vouch for that.

https://www.inclusivecompanies.co.uk/gatwick-pcso-shortlisted-for-a-inclusive-companies-awards/

*When he’s not participating in the extra-judicial torture and likely attempted murder of a mentally disabled member of the public through the brutal, deliberate, and systematic use of gaslighting, and the normalization of such things across the entire continent of Europe, I’m sure Victor Finch is a super woke bloke and a champion defender of disability rights, so please don’t stop liking his Tweets. I think that’s very important to him.

https://www.inclusivecompanies.co.uk/gatwick-pcso-shortlisted-for-a-inclusive-companies-awards/

According to provision 1 of section 134 of the Criminal Justice Act 1988 :

A public official or person acting in an official capacity, whatever his nationality, commits the offence of torture if in the United Kingdom or elsewhere he intentionally inflicts severe pain or suffering on another in the performance or purported performance of his official duties.

Provision 3 makes it clear that this includes psychological torture.

(3)It is immaterial whether the pain or suffering is physical or mental and whether it is caused by an act or an omission.

Provision 6 states that the maximum sentence for a public official who engages in torture, is life in prison.

A person who commits the offence of torture shall be liable on conviction on indictment to imprisonment for life.

https://www.legislation.gov.uk/ukpga/1988/33/section/134

Joining the queue at passport control at Seville airport, a fat male border officer appeared to instantly recognize me and make a point of showing it. In front of me were a couple with two small boys of 5 or 6. The border officer stared at them fixedly with a creepy look on his face before looking at me again. When my turn came and it was his counter that was free, he gave a theatrical shake of his head as to day ‘oh no, why me’, then barked ‘Hola’ aggressively at me.

Yes, he’s the victim here, not the mentally disabled individual that he and his colleagues in 13 different countries have been brutally gaslighting and torturing for over a decade now.

I showed him my passport, he made a theatrical look of disgust while staring directly at me. When I met his eye contact assuredly to show I wasn’t going to be intimidated by bent psychopaths like him any more, he looked like he was going to jump from his booth and hit me. As he passed me back my passport he said something and I ignored him and went on my way. The fat sadistic paedophile then aggressively waved his hand in the air.

Going though Gatwick security on the way to Seville was uneventful, after being harassed and intimidated there in a similar fashion to above for over a decade on every visit. It appears I’m still being pointed out to every security guard, but they’ve obviously been told not to abuse me. Finally sinking in perhaps that some of the bent psychopaths are going to be serving life in prison soon.

So…ten days in Spain, my first ever time in Seville, let’s see how this goes. Tomorrow, El Cortes Ingles, where I’ve been pointed out to security guards in every city in Spain I’ve visited for the last 11 years or more. Should be interesting.