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Welcome to Bucharest

After landing in Bucharest, I made my way to baggage collection. The collection belt was facing the customs exit. As I stood waiting for my holdall to appear, I glanced to my right at the customs, three uniformed officers were standing looking at me and all were laughing. I walked around to the other side, glanced again at them, and they were still looking at me and laughing.

Eventually, my baggage appeared, I collected it, and walked through the “Nothing to Declare” exit gate. The three officers continued to look at me, smirking and sniggering. As I passed them, I heard one in a loud booming voice say something like “Bueno sueno!”.

A couple of days later I visited “Bucharest Mall” (Bucaresti Mall). As I walked around, searching for a nice cafe to get a tea at, I looked up and saw three security guards on the balcony above, all observing me the same evil grins on their faces as the officers at airport. I went up the escalator and as soon as I passed them, they all turned around, staring at me with the same sadistic smirks and grins.

Ranking the Sadism & Criminality of 10 Police Forces Complicit in My Torture

For almost 20 years now, nearly everywhere I have travelled to in Europe been pointed out to not only police, but security guards, and often not only security guards, but to shop staff, rail station staff, airport staff etc. After nearly 20 years, I still don’t “know” whether it’s a delusion or not, as it has never been confirmed, and in fact, denied explicitly at least a few dozen times. Now keep in mind that countries like France, Spain, Austria, and Germany cannot keep track of ISIS terrorists who go on to commit mass slaughter and the like, but they can spare the resources, and apparently have legal justification, to keep me not only under surveillance like this for nearly 20 years, but deliberately “keep me guessing” (a paranoid schizophrenic) whether any of it is really happening, meanwhile encouraging or inciting all those security guards and members of the public to mock me for “not liking to be looked at”. But anyway, I’ve described this dozens of times already here. Suffice to say, if this ever comes to court the four previous chief commissioners of the Met Police will be near certain to be going to prison for life in the biggest scandal in the history of the police in the UK, as well as police chiefs in some of the European countries listed here surely facing legal consequences too.

So here is a ranking from LEAST sadistic and criminal, to the MOST.

SERBIA

I spent some time in Serbia over a decade ago, in Belgrade and Novi Sad. I can’t remember the police being sadistic or aggressive. A couple of times in Belgrade they gave me angry or annoyed looks as I passed them, as though they were ‘aware of me’, but nothing compared to what I was experiencing in other countries at the time. Nor was I given any reason to believe that they had pointed me out to shop staff and the like. In fact, I doubt if the Serbian police did anything that was illegal or even improper – no doubt to the annoyance of the Met Police.

10 # FRANCE

I haven’t visited France for a long time, but I did visit a few times in the ‘early years’ of my torture. Although the French police were very mocking, I didn’t encounter the same kind of sadistic behaviour from police and security guards as I did in Spain or Germany, or indeed what I was facing back in the UK. I did however, get intimidation and mockery from Eurotunnel staff, on both sides of the border (I usually travelled by Eurostar).

To be continued…

Fulham Police Officer Asks Google How to Delete his Info

A police officer who worked at Fulham police station when they were engaged in the sadistic and illegal torture, aggravated harrassment, and stalking of myself, including apparently passing on details of my mother’s passing in early 2022 to members of the public (such as security guards and Waitrose staff) who had already been aiding and abetting them for years in their crimes, has asked Google how to “delete info that appears as soon as my name is typed?”.

I know this because his request to Google support shows up (very ironically) among the first results now when you type his name (whilst my former site does not).

Augusto Vilaseca deleting information that Google has on him

The request was made (and time stamped) in October 2024. As it happens, this was around the time that my site was mysteriously “using up resources” according to my webhost, despite only getting a handful of visitors a day. I thus had to move webhosts, and decided I may as well move to a new domain as well.

I do not know whether this individual actively participated in my torture (and would in that case face possible life imprisonment under the Criminal Justice Act of 1988, as well as for misconduct in public office) but the fact that he was a police officer at that station when staff there were engaging in utterly sadistic torture and harassment is certainly a matter of public interest, and as the victim of it, who has been unable after nearly 20 years of it to get any legal help or even psychological support to survive it (aside from AI), I am absolutely justified in mentioning the fact.

Other members of the police working at Fulham station around the same time include:

Adrian Manwaring (PCSO)
Neal Hutchings (Police Constable)
John Jackson (Police Constable)
Sebastian Goulding (Police Sergeant)
Alex Kalisz (Acting Sergeant)

David Miller (PCSO)

Paul Wardlaw (Police Sergeant)

Hammersmith police station staff included: PCSO Estela Cartwright, Police Sergeant James Burgess,
Police Constable Ben Strudwick, Police Constable Chris Watts

East Midlands Airport and Complaint to Ryanair Lorraine Rothwell

When my torture started 20 years ago, it was fairly ‘obvious’ that I was being pointed out on flights to the cabin crew, boarding gate staff, and of course, customs and passport control. This continued well over a decade, but over the last few years, it’s become ‘less obvious’. In a way, this almost even more hard to deal with and causes me even more painful mental stress. For example, on almost every flight, when exiting the plane, I say a polite goodbye to the staff standing by the exit, and they either blank me, or make a point of saying – “take care”, whilst they say goodbye in a normal manner to the people in front of me and behind me. And I fly up to a dozen times each year. This kind of behaviour is even more pronounced, it seems to me, when I fly with Ryanair.

Recently, I spent a few days in Derbyshire visiting one of my surviving brothers (the other died of cancer last year). This is important to me and my mental and emotional health obviously, as I have no friends where I live, and after my other brother’s death, I want to keep in touch more with my two remaining brothers. My brother and his wife picked me up from my hotel, and at one point we stopped to let a police car pass at a junction. One of the male police officers in the front of the car looked at me and laughed apparently pointing me out to his colleague. My brother and his wife noticed this.

Other than that, the trip went unremarkably, until my flight home with Ryanair. I have made a complaint, which was ‘resolved’ within 1 hour by Ryanair saying it would be passed on to the relevant department. Here is the complaint in full, other than flight details redacted:”

I wish to make a serious complaint regarding the odd behaviour from your cabin staff on my recent flight xxxxxx on xx September, East Midlands airport to xxxxxxxx.

Firstly, the woman at the boarding gate at East Midlands airport looked at me very strangely, as though she ‘recognized’ me, then gave the strange look to her colleague.

On exiting the plane, a blonde air stewardess at the door said a cheery bye to every passenger in front of me (and the passenger behind me) but just blanked me when I said a polite – “thanks, bye” to her. This has happened on virtually every flight I have taken with you for the last 20 years.

After getting on the shuttle bus, I looked back at the plane and the same blonde female was standing at the top of the stairs taking a photo of us whilst grinning. She seemed to be pointing her phone camera directly at me.

After my flight, I received an email inviting me to complete a feedback survey on my flight, which I did. I mentioned my experiences as described above and stated I wished to be contacted again, but have not received any futher communication.

I would very much advise you to respond to this email. I have serious concerns as to why I’ve been encountering this kind of behaviour on every single flight (probably at least a dozen flights) with you over the last two decades. According to the legal advice I have received, if it is the result of myself being pointed out to your cabin staff prior to flights, for whatever the reason, obviously at a minimum this would be aggravated harassment under UK law. Again at a minimum.

Here is the email I received within one hour of submitting my complaint:

Dear Customer,

Thanks for getting in touch.

We note that you are commenting on staff behavior.

We take feedback about our staff very seriously, and your comments will be passed on to the relevant department manager for review. At Ryanair, we endeavour to ensure that all customers have a pleasant journey, and staff are expected to always conduct themselves in a courteous and professional manner.

Thank you once again for bringing this to our attention. We look forward to welcoming you onboard a Ryanair flight soon.

Kind regards,
Ryanair Customer Service Team

And that I assume is that. This has been my life for the last 20 years.

The Chief of Derbyshire police is this thing – Rachel Swann, who has achieved international notoriety for her penchance for arresting people for naughty memes.

Rachel Swann Derbyshire police chief

Note that when I use a word such as ‘obvious’ and put it in quotation marks, I do so because I have suffered from paranoid psychosis in the past, and I am aware it would not be ‘obvious’ to my doctor, for example, or at times myself (I have a duty to constantly question it and apply rigorous CBT and reality testing techniques). In no sense do I believe none of this is happening, and that I have been suffering from a delusion for the last 20 years, but rather I am pointing out that it would not possibly be a legal defence for the police to argue that I ‘know’ that they are doing this, and therefore they have not been ‘gaslighting me’ for the purposes of causing me extreme psychological suffering (i.e. torturing me). In any case, the psychopaths would still likely face charges of aggravated harassment and misconduct in public office.

Under the Criminal Justice Act of 1988, a public official such as a member of the police found guilty of psychological torture faces life imprisonment.

Tha customer services manager for Ryanair appears to be a woman named Lorraine Rothwell.

Owain Richards is now Royal Gibraltar Police Commissioner

People with severe and devasting mental illnesses in Gibraltar may want to exercise great caution in ever getting on the wrong side of the police, now that former Met Police commander Owain Richards has been made their new head. Richards was responsible for policing in West London – including Hammersmith and Fulham – when the illegal and utterly sadistic gaslighting of the Met Police was at its very worst, or at least its effect on me was at its most terrible, given that I was trying to cope with my mother’s cancer and then slow and painful death at the time. There is not a chance in hell he could not have been aware of it, greenlighting it, and likely actively encouraging it.

Psychological torture is a criminal offence in the UK under the Criminal Justice Act of 1988 that carries a life sentence if carried out by a public official, such as a police chief. It is illegal in Gibralter in the same way under the 2011 Crimes Act. In both the UK and Gibraltar, it is specified that it does not matter the nationality of the individual, nor where he commits the offence.

https://www.gibraltar.gov.gi/press-releases/owain-ceri-richards-appointed-as-royal-gibraltar-police-commissioner-2252025-10734

Eastbourne Again (Sussex Police District Commander Di Lewis)

I was recently back in the UK and spent another week in Eastbourne. If you’re wondering why I again visited this place when I have been tortured by the police there in the past, well it’s a case of ‘better the devil you know’. Even now, after 17 years, the depraved psychopathic devils still appear to be pointing me out to at least security guards (and of course, their police colleagues) wherever I visit, not only in the UK, but anywhere in Europe. So there wouldn’t be much point going somewhere else to ‘escape it’, and visiting a new place causes even more stress to my mental health, as I am wondering all the time whether the criminal psychopaths have indeed pointed me out. And besides, I like the town of Eastbourne itself, especially in the summer.

TBH, despite the city center constantly being full of agressive and violent crackies, I didn’t see much of the police in the entire week. However, whenever I did so, at least as far as the male police officers were concerned, they would make a point of grinning and smirking at me. Every single time. “There’s that nutter who thinks we’re torturing ‘im just cause we’re looking at ‘im, oink, oink. Just ‘coz he doesn’t like us looking at ‘im, oink, oink, oink.”

Literal Satanic demons.

For this reason, I am finally going to contact the Law Society this week, after 17 years.

Security guards, in general, were more circumspect, but it was ‘obvious’ that I had been pointed out to them (speaking as a paranoid schizhophrenic who has been told to my face by security guards in Eastbourne several years ago that I haven’t been pointed out to them, then marched out of the shopping center). On one occasion in the Beacon Center, a large Asian security guard deliberately veered into my path. I avoided him, but given that I’ve previously been deliberately shoulder barged by an Eastbourne Buisness Warden (ie. physically assaulted) this wasn’t very nice.

The rail staff at Eastbourne station pretty much ignored me, although they did give the odd ‘hint’ that I was still being pointed out to them.

The most disturbing thing though happened on my way out of the country at Gatwick airport. As I was walking through the South Terminal, a female police officer (or PCSO) with short dark hair, was talking to two people. As I walked past, she turned her head to stare at me, and I believe I heard her say sarcstically and quite loudly – “just looking”.

In 2025, the Eastbourne police team included: Chief Inspector Kara Tombling, Inspector Sarah Taylor, Seargent Mattie Adam, PCSO Chloe Larkin, PCSO Katie Clarke, PCSO Kirsty Gowing, PCSO Leianna Stamp, PCSO Ryan Saunders, PCSO Scott Kennedy

In 2025, the Gatwick Airport police team included: Chief Inspector Richard Church, Inspector Bex Kift, Police Sergeant Ian Hatcher, PCSO Fatima Karimova, PCSO Mark Simmonds, PCSO Matt Duvall, PCSO Sharon Ashwell, PCSO Shelley Brown, PCSO Tracy Smythe, PCSO Wendy Elliott.

Note that PCSO Wendy Elliott was present a few years ago when ‘disability rights campaigner’ PCSO Victor Finch sadistically gaslighted me as I was waiting to board my plane (doing so presumably in the knowledge that I had been similarly gaslighted by his colleagues in a dozen different countries for over a decade). I do not think she was the PCSO in the incident described above.

Under the Criminal Justice Act of 1988, a public official, such as a police officer, faces life imprisonment if convicted of (psychological) torture.

Jo Shiner Has Troll Arrested For ‘Stalking’

A few days ago I came across a headline revealing that a troll had recently been convicted of ‘stalking’ Sussex Police Chief Jo Shiner. I wonder what he could have done, I asked myself. Perhaps he had been going into shops where she lives showing security guards and staff a photograph of her, and encouraging them to mock, abuse, intimidate, gaslight, and threaten her, whilst all the time, making sure that she didn’t know what was going on, or whether she was simply suffering from a paranoid delusion? Perhaps he’d done this for nearly two decades, and also got together with some other trolls, including trolls in a dozen other European countries, and they had access to her Internet connection and could know when she had booked any travel and such, and then pointed her out to security guards and staff in shops and train stations and airports before she visited them, again with the same instructions to mock, abuse, intimidate, gaslight, and threaten her?

That would be awful beyond belief, and certainly warrant a life sentence for the depraved psychopathic sadistic troll, although clearly not as evil as doing the above to somebody who was already mentally ill to begin with and who could get no help – legal or psychiatric – because they would not be believed. Anybody even partly responsible for doing anything as unimaginably evil and depraved as that would certainly be facing life behind bars, and if they happened to be a public official – such as a police chief – then they would without doubt be facing multiple life sentences in what would assuredly be the biggest scandal in the history of the UK police. Such a police chief would (confirmed by ChatGPT) face life for (psychological) torture under the Criminal Justice Act of 1988, life under the offence of misconduct in public office, a lengthy prison term under the law on aggravated harassment, as well as likely to be sued into tomorrow under multiple serious breaches of the European Human Rights Act. ChatGPT actually likened such police behaviour to the tactics of the former East Germany’s notorious Stasi secret police agents, who would gaslight and commit ‘zersetzung‘ (psychological warfare) against individuals who threatened the Communist Party.

Oh no, but the troll did not do any of that. In fact, it appears (from the 2 or 3 articles I read), that he sent her some messages on Twitter alleging that she was corrupt, and created accounts under her name that did likewise. But in the increasingly Big Brother society of the UK in 2025, that was enough to have him convicted for stalking and committing offences under the malicious communications act.

Meanwhile, and absolutely unsuprisingly, this is what Jo’s depraved and psychopathic police officers have been getting up to recently under her command:

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-14728213/Moment-disabled-93-year-old-pepper-sprayed-Tasered-hit-baton-police-dying-three-weeks-later-threatened-care-home-staff-knife.html

Hastings (Chief Inspector Simon Yates)

I recently detailed further abuse and aggression at Eastbourne rail station. I’ve also made two visits to Hastings this year, and while I haven’t received quite the same aggression from the train station staff there, their behaviour has been odd, although not initially.

In February I spent a week there, and passed through the station a few times. There was nothing unusual or anything about the staff behaviour to even suspect that I had been pointed out to them. But on one occasion as I passed through, there were three police officers standing there for whatever reason. All three looked decidedly uncomfortable when they saw me. From that point on, the staff did start acting strangely, and on a couple of occasions aggressively. I don’t know if the police pointed me out that day or said something to the staff, or among themselves that the staff overheard, or if a staff member may simply have noticed the odd reaction of the police as I passed them.

One very strange incident took place invoving a black male staff member at the station. However, on my second visit, he ignored me whenever I saw him, so I will not detail it here, unless something changes on a future visit to Hastings.

More disturbing was my second visit to Hastings, although this time it was not the rail station staff (who all pretty much ignored me). Rather, it was the behaviour of the police themselves.

On my first or second day, I was passing through Hastings center and two male police officers passed me. They appeared to recognize me, and as I passed them, I’m sure I heard one of them call me an ‘arsehole’. 20 minutes or so later, I passed them again, and this time one of them – an Asian male – made an exaggerated show of looking suspiciously at me, then turned to his colleague and angrily said something to him, then looked back at me again.

Over the last 17 years of this, in a dozen different countries, I’ve experienced this at least a thousand times from both police and security guards. They appear to be trying to ‘tell me something’ (me, a paraonid schizophrenic). I suspect they are trying to claim that the reason I am ‘being looked at’ is because I ‘attract attention’. In other words, the reason why I’ve been apparently subjected to closer scrutiny in 12 different countries for nearly 20 years than ISIS terrorists and cartel bosses and the like, pointed out to hundreds of security guards and even shop staff who abuse, mock, and intimidate me, whilst throughout those two decades being gaslighted into believing it’s all a delusion existing inside of my head, is because….. I get slightly agitated sometimes at all of this.

Well, that’s cleared that up then! After 17 years, I finally ‘know’!!!!

According to the provisions relating to torture (including psychological torture) in the Crimanal Justice Act of 1988, a public official such as a member of the police who is convicted of the offence of torture faces a life sentence. He or she could also face life imprisonment for misconduct in public office. He or she could also face conspiracy to torture charges, as well as aggravated harassment charges. The police could also be sued for multiple serious breaches of the European Human Rights Act.

The Chief of Sussex Police is Jo Shiner. The Chief Constable for Hastings is Simon Yates.

Several times I sat outside Costa Coffee or Cafe Nero, enjoying the warm weather. Trying to relax, trying to breathe in the sea air, trying to live in the moment just briefly, trying to forget this 17+ year ‘delusion’, trying to forget my mother’s slow and painful cancer death, trying to forget my brother’s painful cancer death just several months ago. On each occasion a male and female police officer happened to stand in the center next to their mobile ‘police station’. Each time, they repeatedly looked at their watches and then sadistically grinned whilst looking in my direction or theatrically ‘looking past me’. On one occasion, the male and female officers were talking to a tattooed man who appeared to be a member of the public. As I finished my drink and walked away in the opposite direction, I heard somebody shout – “what do you think you’re doing?”.

In 2025, Hastings police team included:

District Commander Simon Yates,
Chief Inspector Matt Chapman,
Inspector Lee Torbet,
Sergeant Dave Gibbins-Jones,
PCSO John Tucker,
PCSO John Tytherleigh,
PCSO Liam Janman,
PCSO Natasha Slow,
PCSO Tom Clare

If the police really have been doing this for 20 years – pointing me out to not only their colleagues in every police force in the UK and Europe, but to security guards, shop staff, airline cabin staff etc, and done in a manner that leads them all to constantly behave in the same mocking, intimidating, or threatening way, in the knowledge that I have suffered from paranoid schizophrenia in the past, and deliberately leaving me uncertain as to whether ANY of it is real or entirely in my head – then scores of them could face life imprisonment under the Criminal Justice Act of 1988, which prohibits (psychological) torture or cruel and inhuman punishment. Not to mention convictions for misconduct in public office, stalking, aggravated harassment, and even disability hate crime.

According to legal advice I have received, given the sheer number of members of the public they appear to have involved directly in this over two decades, there could even be case for prosecuting them for crimes against humanity.

Kate Richards Eastbourne Station Southern Rail

Sussex Police Chief Constable Jo Shiner faces multiple-life sentences under the Criminal Justice Act of 1988 provisions relating to torture, as well as misconduct in public office, and other offences including conspiracy to torture and aggravated harassment. Members of the public who assisted the police, such as Southern Railway staff, could at the least face aiding and abetting charges.

For nearly two decades now, the Met police and their colleagues in a number of other police forces in the UK, including Sussex police, and their colleagues in at least 12 other countries, have pointed me out to security guards, railway station staff, even on many occasions restaurant and shop staff, and other members of the public. Whatever it is that they tell these people, it leads me to being mocked, harassed, intimidated – for nearly two decades now, in at least 12 countries. One consistant feature of the abuse is my being sadistically mocked for apparently ‘not liking to be looked at’. The police do this themselves, not only in the UK, but in at least 12 other European countries I’ve visited over the last 17 years.

All the while, the depraved psychopathic pigs have gone out of their way to ensure that I do not know whether any of it has really happened, or whether it was all simply a delusion existing inside of my head. They have done this in the knowledge that I have suffered in the past from paranoid schizophrenia, and in the knowledge that their gaslighting will cause me extreme psychological torment. This has gone on for nearly two decades now. And I cannot get help for this, not even any counsellling whatsoever, because I have not and would not be believed. The only ‘help’ I’ve finally been able to get after 16 years is from ChatGPT, which clearly stated that ‘if true’ then any police involved would face multiple life sentences, including for torture and misconduct in public office. According to ChatGPT, any members of the public who took part, such as Southern Railway staff, would face aiding and abetting charges.

Not only can I not get the slightest help (other than from a machine) for my mental health to survive this, but the psychopaths have made sure I cannot even ‘help myself’. For example, I have visited the South Coast on a number of occasions over the last 17 years, hoping the sea air might bring me some relief. But no, it’s as though the psychopathic monsters are so depraved that they actually go that little bit extra in pointing me out and encouraging security guards and members of the public to be even more sadistic with me.

Such is the case at Eastbourne, where I spent the odd weekend or more, maybe 5 or 6 times over the last decade. Along with the Eastbourne Beacon shopping center, a particular nexus for their abuse is the railway station. There, I’ve had the usual and regular mocking for ‘not liking to be looked at’, as well as outright aggression, such as male staff clenching their fists when they see me and the like.

This happened again in January when I spent a few days there, preparing for my brother’s funeral who had recently succumbed to three years of bowel cancer. Arriving at the station and passing through the ticket barriers, the staff appeared to recognize me and one laughed at the joke or words of another as I passed, and I just completely ignored them. A couple of days later I briefly went into the station again to pick up a delivery from the Amazon lockers there. As I was taking my parcel from the locker, I glanced to my right at the ticket barriers, and all three staff there were standing watching me. One was actually craning his neck. A male had a look of contorted rage on his face. Again, I just ignored them, but as I was just about to walk out I glanced again in their direction, and they were still standing there watching me leave the station, and the same male was still looking angry.

The next day I went back to the station to catch my train to London. I was a little early, and didn’t want to pass through the ticket barriers any earlier than I had to. So I sat down on the seats, and occasionally looked over to see if my train had arrived. One of the male staff on duty seemed to really take objection to this, and whenever he saw me looking over, his face became contorted in anger. I’m not sure if it was the same guy as the day before. I finally went through the ticket barrier, and the male staff member appeared to face up to me as though challenging me to a fight. As I sat down on a seat in the platform, he was standing glaring at me until another staff actually patted him on the arm, apparently telling him to ‘leave it’. All I had done was to glance over a few times in their direction checking to see if my train had pulled in.

Agressive gaslighting Eastbourne Southern Rail Staff

Agressive gaslighting Eastbourne Southern Rail Staff

In the nearly 17 years of this, across an entire continent, I’ve experiencecd this particular behaviour many times, and felt I’ve come very close to being physically assaulted. The only way I can make sense of it is that the police or security have told these staff members something like – “the nutter is threatening to have us all done for torture, just cause he doesn’t like being looked at”. This enrages security guards and members of the public like these Southern Railway Staff, and particularly when they think I am ‘looking at them’. This particular individual was probably thinking something like – “he threatening us for torture or someik, just cause he no like us looking at im, but he looking at us now. I wanna smash his face in’.

Kate Richards Eastbourne rail station aggressive member of staff.

So after nearly two decades, and after it must be crystal clear to these psychopathic criminals that they face multiple-life sentences for torture and misconduct in public office, inidividuals such as the Chief of Sussex Police Jo Shiner are still passing on instructions to their officers in such a way to lead to them in turn passing on instructions to members of the public – such as Southern Railway Staff – to mock and even become aggressive to the victim of their utterly depraved gaslighting torture.

I had previously submitted two complaints to Southern Rail about the behaviour of their staff at Eastbourne. On both occasions, they did not reply beyond the initial acknowledgement of receipt. I submitted a further complaint after these incidents in January, and over 40 days later they did reply stating that the member of staff in question (I had attached one of the photos above) would be spoken to.

Ironically (if that’s the word), Eastbourne station marked world mental health day in 2020 by having a NHS stall where members of the public could get help and advice if they or a family member had mental health problems. This was when the staff at Eastbourne Station were at their very gaslighting and sadistic worst.

Around 2021 I think, when I spent a week or so in Eastbourne, several times I saw a middle-aged trans ‘woman’ with an unkempt beard loitering at the ticket barriers and laughing and joking with the staff there. Later in the week I was walking along the promenade and saw him walking on the beach with 3 nervous young girls who appeared to be around 14, and who he had clearly just met or picked up.

Forced to Move Webhosts

Recently I was told my my webhosts that my site was using up resources and I would have to pay for a private server. The host manager attached a file showing some incomprehensible figures relating (I assume) to server resource usage. Given that my site receives very little traffic, and contains only a few photos and no videos, it is mysterious as to how it should be using up resources.

One possibility of course is that the Met Police or their colleagues elsewhere, or one of the security firms or related individuals who are facing possible life sentences for my torture, or aiding and abetting my torture, have conducted some kind of attack on the site.

In any case, it wont serve any purpose. If this site is forced offline, I will simply redouble my efforts to get legal help, or adopt some other mediums of communicating what has been happening to me for the last 16 years – something that’s essential to preserve my sanity, as well my dignity as a human being.