The Met police have been pointing out myself – a paranoid schizophrenic – to thousands of security guards, shop workers, restaraunt staff etc, across London, across England, and with the help of their colleagues, across Europe. They have done this for at least 13 years. They have incited every one of those security guards, shop workers etc to mock me for ‘not liking to be looked at’, to intimidate me, to mock me, and to threaten me. And they have gone out of their way to ensure I don’t know whether this is actually happening or I’m just insane.

They could not possibly have done this, or continue to be doing this, without the knowledge of Cressida Dick, Helen Harper, Owain Richards, and a multitude of other senior Met police officers for the last 13 years, including Cressida Dick’s two predecessors, Sir Bernard Hogan Howe, and Sir Paul Stephenson.

Under the Criminal Justice Act of 1988, a public official such as a police officer who commits the offence of psychological torture, is liable to a life term custodial prison sentence.

Yesterday, the tragic mother of one of two women murdered in a London park called on Cressida Dick to ‘get the rot out’ of her force, as two of her officers stood trial for misconduct in a public office, in relation to the case. They are accused of sharing photos they took of the two murdered women to forty two of their colleagues, presumably for them all to laugh and jerk over. One of the bent psychopathic pigs – Jamie Lewis – actually superimposed his own face on to that of one of the murdered girls.

As I have described here recently, the Met Police appear to have used the fact that I have attempted to record some of this gaslighting (as evidence and as a way to preserve my remaining sanity), to double down on their torture (and justify the previous 13 years of torture they have subjected me to).

Coming shortly after the Wayne Couzens trial, this is just the latest appalling scandal that demonstrates how incredibly corrupt the Met police are. Not just corrupt, but fucking evil, and full of officers that are not just bent, but clearly utterly depraved and sadistic evil perverted psychopaths.

How can anyone doubt what they are doing to me? And how can anyone have any doubt why these appalling scandals are possible when the Met Police have been directed by their chiefs (presumably including Cressida Dick and Chief Superintendents Owain Richards and Helen Harper) for the last 13 years to extra-judiciously torture a mentally disabled member of the public into complete insanity or suicide, as well as involve literally thousands of members of the public in this, as well as the police and members of the public in at least 13 other European countries?

Jamie Lewis, the pig who put his smirking face on to that of one of the poor murdered girls, smirked again as he arrived at court. The very same smirk I get whenever I pass one of them in London. The very same smirk I’m getting every day for 13 years from the thousands of security guards from London to Kiev that the Met Police have involved in my torture, and told them to mock my complaints of torture as ‘not liking to be looked at’.

https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-10155847/Two-Metropolitan-Police-officers-plead-guilty-sharing-selfies-two-murdered-sisters.html

As I related here, in January last year, just before the Covid lockdowns began, I paid my one and likely only ever visit to the city of Southend. I spent I think 4 days there. It was ‘clear’ that I had been pointed out in the two shopping centers, as well as the large Sainsburys store in London Road, which I visited twice in order to grab some snacks for the hotel. On both occasions, the security guards made it ‘clear’ that they recognized me, as well as giving me the sadistic ‘why don’t you like us looking at you?’ act. Even more disturbing though, it appears the line manager at the (self-service) check out tills appeared to have been told to watch me. Thinking back to the way she almost exaggeratedly made clear her disgust of me, it was very similar to my recent experiences in Waitrose Fulham and Marks and Spencer in High Street Kensington.

Again comparing my recent experiences to Southend, not long before that Southend visit, I had recorded a TSS Security Guard in Boots in Hastings pointing me out to a member of staff and clearly laughing at me behind my back. Within a couple of weeks after uploading it to YouTube, it had been taken down as a result of a ‘privacy complaint’ before it had even had more than 100 views. Presumably the complaint was made by the police. The police that have been pointing me out to thousands of security guards and even cashiers and line managers and restaurant staff, with instructions to insult, abuse, threaten, mock, and intimidate me, and all the time going out of their way to ensure I don’t know whether it’s real or inside of my head. They have done this, and continue to do this, presumably for the rest of my life, knowing that my life had already been devasted by the mental illness of paranoid schizophrenia.

Under the Criminal Justice Act of 1988, a public official such as a police officer who commits the offence of psychological torture, is liable to a life term custodial prison sentence.

Now lets get this straight. The Met police, and Essex police, couldn’t or wouldn’t keep track of a known Somali jihadist travelling from London to Southend (as I did) after booking a face to face meeting with the Southend Member of Parliament David Amess.

But apparently, they are watching me so closely, a paranoid schizophrenic, that they are informing shop staff of my arrival at Sainsburys in Southend, and the shopping centers.

I don’t know exactly why they are doing this. And of course, they know that as somebody with a paranoid schizophrenia diagnosis (in my early 20’s), wont know for certain that they ARE doing this, and certainly wont be believed by anybody else. But it would appear to date from a mental health breakdown, which they were responsible for, that I suffered 15 years ago which I would not have Mens Rea for in a court of law. More recently, in these instances of ‘doubling down’ on the torture, it would appear to be ‘justified’ by the fact that I’ve used my phone to record them doing this.

The manager (as of October 2021) of that Southend London Road Sainsburys store is a man named Tony Burke.

The Police and Crime Commissioner for Southend and Essex is PFCC Roger Hirst.

The Connection Between Police ‘Wokeness’ And Their Capacity For Psychopathic Sadism And Use Of Illegal Torture

This blog is not about anti-wokeness or any other political position. It’s about me preserving my sanity, as well as keeping a record of what the police are doing to me so that one day some of the sadistic, evil, criminal psychopaths can be sentenced to life imprisonment for it. However, I can’t help ruminating a little on the obvious connection between the increasing ‘wokeness’ of the Met Police and other police forces in the UK, and their ability to commit a crime under the Criminal Justice Act of 1988 that carries a life sentence. To commit torture, to torture into suicide or insanity another human being – somebody who is mentally disabled – and apaprently not one of them, have any single moral scruple or doubt about what they are doing. To directly involve hundreds or thousands of member of the public in the extra-judicial torture of another human being, and not one of them, from the top (Cressida Dick, Owain Richards, and Helen Harper) to the bottom (the likes of Victor Finch), appear to be capable of any moral doubt whatsoever about what they are doing, and have been doing for over 13 years now.

Again, this is primarily about preserving my sanity. I need to understand how it is possible they can do this to me, and how they can have done it for 13 years.

Looking at the home page of the Essex Police and Crime Comissioner, and it’s notable how extremely, and some would say offensively, woke it is.

Naturally there is a recent virtue signalling ‘anti-hate campaign’ to proudly show off. But what stands out is the ‘tribute’ to the murdered Southend MP David Amess. From the photograph that Roger Hirst and the Essex Police have chosen, under the title ‘JOINT STATEMENT FROM FAITH LEADERS ACROSS ESSEX, SOUTHEND AND THURROCK IN RELATION TO THE DEATH OF SIR DAVID AMESS’, it would appear to show a rainbow balloon joined to two ‘Hello Kitty’ faces. This looks more like the Gay Pride week paying tribute to David Amess, rather than a police force. The only religious faith evident in that photo is the liberal ‘woke’ faith. I’m sure that the staunchly Conservative David Amess would appreciate such a touching tribute from the police who abjectly failed to prevent his murder, prefering as they do, to concentrate their limited resources on gaslighting through industrial scale continent wide surveillance for 13 years, somebody suffering from paranoid schizophrenia who mumbled under his breath in a few shops over a decade ago in a mental health episode deliberately caused by them through entrapment, rather than a known Somali Islamist.

Another example is the official Twitter account of Fulham police. It appears evidently to be run by PCSO David Miller of Hammersmith & Fulham police, although he often refers to himself in the third person, with nearly every tweet being about him and his good deed of the day, or a retweet of some gay pride or anti-hate virtue signal.

PCSO David Miller virtue signals 5 times a day on Twitter, aware that his depraved colleagues have been attempting to psychologically torture into suicide or complete insanity a mentally disabled person, for 15 years and in over a dozen countries, in the most sadistic way possible. In the UK, the offence of psychological torture by a police officer carries a life term tariff.

Now these sadistic freaks are pointing me out to shops and cafes in Fulham and Hammersmith, knowing I suffer from the devasting mental illness that is schizophrenia. They have been doing this for 15 years, knowing the same is happening to me across London, across England, across Europe, and knowing that every attempt has been made to make me feel that I am simply insane and suffering from delusions. When they pass me in their police cars or vans, they invariably make a point of theatrically laughing.

That’s not just clearly and umabigously torture under the Criminal Justice Act of 1988, that’s attempted murder.

Again, that’s attempted murder.

Sorry, I might return to this later, but that’s enough for today.

–update : The full Fulham ‘Safer Neighbourhoods’ Police team as of December 2021 is – Police Sergeant Paul Wardlaw, PC Augusto Vilaseca, PC Conrad Green, PC Lewis Marsh, PCSO David Miller, PCSO Rebecca Fazan, and Acting Sergeant Alex Kalisz.

Augusto Vilaseca Fulham police

Chief Superintendent Owain Richards faces life in prison under the Criminal Justice Act of 1988. As of December 2021 Owain Richards is in charge of South West London policing, including Hammersmith & Fulham and Kensington.

The ‘Safer Neighbourhoods police team’ for Hammersmith is : PCSO Estela Cartwright, Police Sergeant James Burgess, Police Constable Ben Strudwick, Police Constable Chris Watts.

Other Hammersmith & Fulham police serving in 2022 :

Sergeant Seb Goulding

Law Enforcement officers :

Hammersmith & Fulham Law Enforcement Team officer Ian Baron

Under the Criminal Justice Act of 1988, a public official such as a police officer who commits the offence of psychological torture, is liable to a life term custodial prison sentence.

Last year I made several complaints about your staff deliberately gaslighting me in the knowledge that I have a mental health disability and that the same thing has been happening to me across the UK and Europe for well over a decade, something that is very much illegal in post-medieval England, and specifically as regards the Met police individuals responsible, a life sentence tarrif criminal offence under the Criminal Justice Act of 1988. I mentioned in one of those complaints that I had been left too intimdated by the TSS security guard in Boots to collect prescriptions for my 88 year old cancer stricken mother.

On my first visits back to that Boots store last month for nearly a year, a different security guard, who I had obviously also been pointed out too, again followed me around the store on each visit, while visibly smirking.

Can Giulia Puricelli, or whoever is the current administrator for the center, confirm or deny that Mark Adedeji, the security manager, passed on my concerns to Rabia Bennett the store manager of that Boots branch? I am currently making a complaint to the General Pharmaceutical Council (GPhC).

Perhaps you could also explain to me why I am still being pointed out to your new CIS security guards, who similarly make a point of standing watching whenever I go into Pret A Manger, or follow me into the toilets after I’ve come out of Starbucks?

Cheers

One of Neill Catton’s CIS Security Limited guards who patrol the Fulham and Hammersmith Broadway shopping centers, usually positioned by the escalators but move to cover Pret A Manger whenever I go in.

Sharon White is currently the Chair of the John Lewis Group, which owns Waitrose as well as the John Lewis stores. I forwarded my complaint regarding my recent experiences in the Waitrose store at Fulham, to her CEO contact email on October 6th 2021.

just reaffirming my committment to having your store manager prosecuted at a future point. Whether or not your low IQ security guards or line managers could think their and your actions are lawful, there is no possible way a store manager or area manager could. I’ve been deliberately gaslighted by the Met police and their colleagues for 13 years in 15 different countries, with the clear intention of causing me extreme psychological distress and pain through the exploitation of my mental health disability – which they have very much succeeded in doing. This is not legal, and at least some of those criminal police officers will go to prison for life for it under the Criminal Justice Act of 1988.
Note that this e-mail/converstaion is going to be forwarded on to your senior management team, and the management team for the John Lewis group, including Sharon White the chairwoman of the John Lewis group. If you senior management were not previously aware of what was taking place in multiple of your Waitrose (and John Lewis stores and other stores owned by the John Lewis group) they are certainly now and have criminal responsibility if it continues.

At your store in Fulham you appear to have encouraged even cashiers to mock me for ‘not liking to be looked at’, as well as justifying this by my behaviour 13 years ago during a mental health episode which was casued by the Met Police. When I enter that store after 13 years with the intention of finally recording such things on my phone, you apparently use that as an excuse to ‘double down’ on your torture and as a justicifation for having brutally gaslighted me for 13 years.

From this point onwards i want you to be sure to record everything that a police officer passes on to your security guards or any other member of stafff, including management, and to record the ID of the police officer.
I would like to remind you that intimidating a victim of crime is an offence which carries a 5 year sentence in the UK.

In the attached photo the security guard was giving me that same intense stare for 30 seconds before I pulled out my phone to record him (and he turned his head away pretending to look at something else), as I have basic fundamental right to do so in order to establish just what you absolute criminal psychopaths are doing to me.

I have not recieved any reply 11 days later. I also forwarded the email on to Ricky Gardezi, CEO of TSS Security, who provide the security guards for Waitrose, and presumably John Lewis.

Last summer I was intimidated by the black male security guard at Boots, Fulham Broadway, from collecting my prescriptions sent there for my elderly mother who was suffering from cancer. I mentioned this in a general complaint to the security manger of Fulham Broadway Mark Adededji, and Giulia Puricelli, the center manager for Deutsche International Custodial Services who own the Broadway shopping center. Given that the (new) security guard at that Boots branch behaved in an identical matter, and that I had clearly been pointed out to him as well, it seems either that :

1. Mark Adededji/Giulia Puricelli did not feel a customer being intimidated from collecting essential prescriptions for his elderly cancer stricken mother was worth passing on to the Boot store.
2. They did pass it on to the store manager Rabia Bennett, but she did not feel it worth passing on to the security guard or taking any action, or she passed it on and had no result.

After being followed around the Boots, Fulham Broadway branch by the smirking new security guard last month, I decided to make a complaint to Boots Customer Care, or rather inform them of my intention to report Rabia Bennett to the General Pharmaceutical Council (GPhC).

Hi,

just to let you know that I intend to refer the manger of your store at Fulham Broadway, who according to your site is ‘Rabia Bennett’, to the General Pharmaceutical Council (GPhC). For the last 13 years I’ve been pointed out to not only your TSS security guards at multiple of your branches, but also even to at least some cashiers. This has never been admitted to me, either by the Met Police or your customer care, who I first complained to over a decade ago. As regards your branch in Fulham Broadway Center, last summer I was followed around by your black male security guard, with his arms aggressively folded, whenever I visited that store to collect prescriptions for my cancer suffering elderly mother. I have had to since switch to a different pharmacy as I was too intimidated to collect her prescriptions and genuinely feared for my physical safety, aside from the psychological duress this very deliberate gaslighting causes me as a former mental health patient.. Recently I visited that store again after an absence of almost a year. You now employ an Asian TSS security guard who I cannot recall ever seeing before in my life. Despite this, on my first visit back to the store last week he clearly recognized me and followed me around the store smirking. He did so again today.

I also appear to have been pointed out to a (south east) Asian looking cashier who has worked there for several years, and like cashiers in a number of other of your stores over the years, serves me in a very strange manner.

Presumably this could not take place without the knowlege of your store manager. To do what your company has done to mentally disabled customer for 13 years is not just disgusting, it’s clearly illegal, and certainly in breach of GPhC guidelines, as will be established soon after I submit my complaint to them. As regards the conduct of the police officers concerned, it’s equally clearly an offence under the Criminal Justice Act of 1988 and carries a life term.

Note that I also intend to write a letter to the Right Honourable Greg Hands, Member of Parliament for Fulham and Chelsea.

Cheers

I recieved the following reply :

Thank you for taking the time to contact us. I am sorry to hear of your recent experiences in our Fulham Broadway store, and I appreciate you bringing this to our attention.

Please be assured, your complaint has been fed back to the appropriate teams, and we will continue to monitor the issue raised for similar feedback.

If you would like to be contacted regarding the outcome of your complaint, please respond to this email with your full name and preferred method of contact.

Please accept my sincerest apologies for any inconvenience caused.

“..we will continue to monitor the issue raised for similar feeback.” What on Earth does that mean? They are only going to take it seriously if 2 or 3 other members of the public complains about the security guard there of being tortured for 13 years by their TSS gaslighting security guards, and left unable to collect their elderly cancer stricken mother’s essential prescriptions?

I replied back :

first I’m going to wait and see if it actually results in a positive change in that store (and others). I first brought this to the attention of Boots Customer Care over 10 years ago (regarding being pointed out to security guards at multiple of your branches and consequently abused and harassed by not only your TSS security guards but by cashiers in multiple branches across southern England). The only result of these complaints has been for the guards and even cashiers and pharmacists at the stores in question to behave even more aggressively towards me. In the light of this I would rather wait to see if the security guard at that store attempts to physically assault me or such before I give you my full name and address in case you do pass it on to him or his boss Ricky Gardezi. In any case, as stated, I am going to make a complaint to the GPhC and to the Right Honourable Greg Hands, and as this is an extremely grave criminal matter lasting for 13 years involving not only Boots (and not only at your Fulham Broadway store) but the Met Police, I would suggest it will be taken out of both my hands and your hands as to the subsequent course of events.

I also forwarded my first e-mail on to Ricky Gardezi, the CEO of Total Security Services (TSS). I received this forwarded ‘reply’ back :

To: [email protected];[email protected];
CC:
Subject: FW: Serious complaint regarding your Fulham Broadway branch staff

Fyi – more of a complaint against Boots personnel.

I’m not sure if it’s worth responding in case it aggravates the situation?

Thanks

Ricky

So for 13 years I’ve been pointed out to hundreds of his security guards at dozens of branches of Boots, Waitrose, Tesco etc. across London and Southern England, and apparently he is unaware of this.

I’ve been feeling very rough of late since I came back from London. Psychologically it’s as if I took a beating with baseball bats, and that the broken bones and bruises are struggling to heal. In the next week or two I will begin counselling in the city where I reside, as well as have face to face legal advice. In the 13 years of this illegal and sadistic torture, it will be the first time I’ve ever spoken to another person about it (other than the occasional store manager who nods their heads patronizingly while looking at me as though I’m a nutter).

So there is reason for me to attempt to stay positive and retain hope. Apart from the trauma of my London visit, and the frankly ‘doubling down’ on the torture by the psychopaths of the Met Police, the British headlines I’ve been reading have been full of the tragic case of the young woman murdered by a serving Met Police officer. At the end of the trial concluded last week, with the defendant Wayne Couzens convicted of Sarah Everard’s rape and murder and sentenced to life behind bars, a number of shocking things came to light.

• He was in uniform, and used his Covid powers of arrest, to handcuff the young woman, order her into the back of his car, and then drove her 80 miles to rape and murder her.
• He had been involved in sex offences such as flashing several times in his past, as recently as just 3 days before he murdered the woman, but wasn’t investigated and passed vetting for the Met.
• His Met Police colleagues thought he was a normal police officer and noticed nothing unusual about him (although his colleagues in the Civil Nuclear Constabulary termed him ‘the rapist’).
• He and a number of Met Police colleagues shared sickening and obscene jokes and comments about women, including about rape, in a WhatsApp group.
• A number of Met Police officers, including an officer linked to the Everard case, shared a sick meme in another WhatsApp group, that made a joke of Met Police officers kidnapping, raping, and murdering young women in the manner that Couzens had just done.

There has been an avalanche of calls for the evil little creature Cressida Dick to resign, but of course, she wont, and has too much dirt on Boris for him to sack her.

The sick meme shared by Met Police officers after Sarah Everard’s murder.

So for the last 13 years the Met Police have been pointing me out to thousands of security guards and non-security staff such as cashiers in shops, restaurants, pubs etc, and asking their colleagues in 13 different countries to do the same, in the knowledge that I have suffered from paranoid schizophrenia. They have gone out of their way to ensure that I do not know whether this is really happening or not, or just a paranoid delusion. These thousands of security guards and members of the public are incited to mock me for ‘not liking to be looked at’.

I don’t know exactly why they are doing this, as stated above, they have never admitted they are doing this, and in fact denied it. But it appears to be linked to my behaviour when I was out of my mind with a mental illness 13 years ago, during a mental health relapse that they were to a large part responsible for, likely deliberately. If I did break the law at that time, I would imagine that I would not have legal ‘Mens Rea’ in a court of law.

At the same time, they employ an obvious psychopath linked to several flashing incidents, who was known to enjoy brutal pornography and was nicknamed ‘the rapist’ by his previous police colleagues. Despite the fact that he goes on to use his police uniform and arrest warrant card to kidnap, rape, and murder a young woman, the head of the Met Police refuses (again) to resign, despite it being just the latest in a number of shocking scandals that she has been involved in.

Don’t think for a moment that – in the words of the evil creature Dick – that Wayne Couzens was simply a ‘bad un’. He was just an average Met Police officer. You could say he was the archetypal 21st century Met officer. What kind of inhuman creatures gaslight a paranoid schizophrenic in 15 different countries for 13 years, with no intention on their part of ever stopping, and laugh about it in front of the victim almost every time they pass him in their pig wagons? What kind of psychopathic subhumans not only involve literally thousands of members of the public in this – the extra-judicial torture of a mentally disabled individual – but encourage those members of the public to sadistically make the victim say thank you to them for it?

Owain Richards and Helen Harper are the police commanders for Central West (London) which covers Westminster, Hammersmith & Fulham, and Kensington & Chelsea. Both face life in prison under the Criminal Justice Act of 1988. According to the provisions of the act, a public official – such as a member of the police – who commits the offence of psychological torture, shall be liable to a life term custodial prison sentence.

This week I had one of the roughest and most painful days I’ve experienced since my illegal torture at the hands of the Met Police began at least 13 years ago.

It began peacefully enough. I was sitting outside a Cafe Nero on Lillie Road, Earls Court. I wouldn’t say I was ‘chilling’. I had been back in London for 2 weeks, finally able to visit my elderly mother who had just recovered from a bout of cancer, for the first time in 10 months. I was starting to feel a little unsettled after realizing during the course of my two weeks back in London, that the Met Police were still pointing me out to security guards and even non-security staff. However, aside from my experience in Marks & Spencers High Street Ken, those security guards had appeared to be acting a little restrained and circumspect. Unlike the previous 13 years in 15 different countries, they had apparently been told to stop sadistically craning their neck to look past me, laugh, point me out to non security staff before my very eyes etc. Or so I dared to hope.

As I sat drinking my tea outside Cafe Nero, an attractive young lady stood on the street in front of me, looking at her phone. A police van went past along Lillie Road, and as it did so the male driver and another pig sitting behind him visibly leered at the young woman, who could have been no more than 18 or 19. Luckily, the girl appeared not to see them leering at her. The other two male pigs in the van did not see the woman, or presumably they would have leered too, all four psychopaths likely harbouring the same fantasies of raping and murdering the young woman as their colleague Wayne Couzens did earlier this year.

In the afternoon I walked past Earls Cout tube station. I saw an overweight bald male police officer with a female colleage talking to a homeless couple. I decided to stand watching them for a while, with half-a-mind to take my phone out and record them, but I didn’t. After a minute or so, with the police officer apparently not having noticed me standing there, a pretty girl walked past them on her way to the tube station, who must have been certainly no more than 14 or 15. As she did so, the fat pig turned his head and briefly, but visibly leered at her butt. He then noticed me standing there. His face contorted into rage, and immediately made a theatrical gesture of looking at his watch, before resuming talking to the junkies. Unfortunately, I did not make a note of his identification number, although I’ll certainly recognize him next time I see him and will definiately record it and publish it here.

Later in the afternoon I went into the Waitrose store at the junction of Fulham Road and Fulham North End Road. I had made a complaint about their TSS security staff there recently. It was at least replied to, with the customer care person saying that they ‘could not comment futher’, but that my complaint had been passed to the ‘relevant’ people. This was my 3rd or 4th visit since my return 2 weeks ago.

As stated above, it appears that the security guards had at least been told not to so clearly and sadistically torment me when they saw me. It seemed that the TSS security guards at the store were struggling a little with that request, their little peanut brains still trying to work out why ‘I don’t like them looking at me’.

Soon after I entered the store, I walked part of the way up the second aisle. The black Somali looking TSS Ricky Gardezi security guard moved to cover me and positioned himself looking up at this same aisle. I noticed there was a young woman, or rather a girl of maybe 16 or 17 wearing a pair of the skimpiest shorts that I have ever seen, which didn’t even cover her derriere. The Somali TSS security guard seemed to be very interested in this, as when I walked to another aisle, he appeared to think about following me, but then shuffled back to his spot, evidently deciding that staring at this young girl was even more of a turn on for him than sadistically gaslighting into suicide or complete insanity a mentally disabled member of the public.

Ten minutes later, I carried my shopping to the self-service check out till. I asked the overweight female line manager for a bag – and apparently a lesbian – was seemingly as excited and flustered by the young girl’s presence as the TSS security guard. Before she had even handed it to me she practically shouted at me – ‘you’re welcome!’, and resumed staring at the young girl’s exposed butt cheeks.

I then needed to go into Boots the Chemist in Fulham Broadway shopping center. This was the first time I had been in there since last year, when the TSS Total Security Services guard was intimidating me to the point of being unable to collect my prescriptions from my cancer stricken mother. The store manager is ‘Rabia Bennett‘, who I intend to refer a complaint about to the General Pharmaceutical Council (GPhC).

I had walked past that Boots a couple of times in the previous two weeks. I had noticed that a different TSS security guard was there. Perhaps my complaint had been acted upon, I had vainly hoped. Perhaps the old security guard was sacked, and I haven’t been pointed out to this new one, or at least he wouldn’t follow me around the store smirking while gaslighting me. Some hope.

He did exactly that.

I almost lost it. This was indeed the worst I’ve felt for over a decade. The realization that this has now gone on for almost one and a 1/2 decades, that all the things I’ve tried, from complaining to store managers, to contacting anti-torture charities, and now to publishing my experiences here and even pointing out that the police officers responsible ought to be going to prison for life under the Criminal Justice Act of 1988 – nothing, nothing at all, seems to change anything. I will continue to be pointed out to not only security staff, but cashiers and the like, in shops and other places across Europe for the rest of my life. It will never be admitted to me that this is happening and it will be denied implicitly or explicitly as it has been for the last 13 years. And it will never stop until this goes to court and some of the pigs at the top finally go to prison for the rest of their lives.

What Can I Do Now?

What are the options left open to me? What can I do in the next few months to retain a grip on sanity and the belief that I still do have options left open to me?

• I can finally send a letter to Greg Hands MP for Fulham and Chelsea.
• I can report the store manager for Boots at Fulham Broadway – Rabia Bennett – to the General Pharmaceutical Council.
• I can write a letter to the British ambassador to the country in which I reside in.
• I can seek help and advice from a non-governmental organization in the country in which I reside which provides legal advice for foreigners.

***Update – several days later I returned to the same Waitrose store at the junction of Fulham Road and Fulham North End Road. The security guard very aggressively glared at me with his hands folded for several seconds. I met his gaze, almost disbelievingly (after my experience the week before I had sent another complaint to Waitrose Customer Care). He continued to stare at me menacingly. I took my smartphone out of my pocket to quickly take a photo of him, and as I did so he moved his head to one side so he was looking past me, although he had the exact same intense look on his face as when he was staring at me for half-a-minute.

It occurs to me that the reader may be thinking that I’m one of these guys you see on YouTube who goes around pointing cameras at security guards in the name of ‘freedom of photography’ rights or some such, and inevitably get a reaction out of them. No. I’ve been pointed out for the last 13 years to not only thousands of security guards in 15 or so countries in Europe (everywhere I’ve travelled in the last 13 years), but also to thousands of cashiers etc, in the knowledge that I have suffered from a devastating mental illness in the past. As with Waitrose Customer Care, it has never been admitted that any of this is happening to me, and frequently denied, sometimes to my very face. Aside from a brief spell near the start 13 years ago using a hidden camera to record these experiences, I only recently started, occasionally, trying to film these security guards to prove that was happening.

Likewise, I do not go round beating up or shouting at security guards. Unlike 90% of males I would imagine if put in my situation for 13 years, and 99.9% of male schizophrenics, I have never once lost it to that point, although I have come close to being physically assaulted by secuity guards on a number of occasions, for example just for asking to speak to the manager of a store. The occasion in Waitrose last week, was about as bad as it gets, as on leaving the store I said – ‘you’re welcome’ to the security guard as I left the store, just as a security guard had said the same to me mockingly as I left the store on one occasion a couple of years ago.

Last summer I visited the Marks and Spencer store in High Street Kensington for the first time in at least 6 or 7 years. I used to live in that area for half-a-decade, and very occasionally visited that branch maybe less than a dozen times in total. Nothing of any note that I can remember ever took place during those visits, although like every other M & S in London, I had evidently been pointed out to the security guards, who would sadistically let me ‘know’ the fact.

Yet on that visit last summer, as I walked around the food counter, a female member of staff, who appeared to be the line manager, visibly pointed me out to another member of staff, her face contorted in rage. As I walked past the tills a few minutes later, a large black female cashier craned her neck to look at me.

I visited again several days later, and although the staff appeared to recognize me again, they seemed to be making it less obvious and aggressive.

This summer, having been able to return to the UK and London for the first time in 10 months I again visited the branch. This time, I needed to go to the clothes department to get some socks and underwear, which I did. A large black female cashier served me, and as I walked away after paying for my goods, said sarcastically and loudly – ‘you’re welcome’ (I had thanked her politely after being served). I walked down to the food section in the basement to buy some ready meals. As I entered, what appeared to be the store manager (who is a James Weston) and a number of his staff were standing talking together. The man who appeared to be the manager clearly seemed to recognize me, and looked shiftily to his colleagues and then back at me. A quick Google check confirmed that it was indeed James Weston, store manager for Marks & Spencer High Street Kensington branch.

Five minutes later, Mr James Weston passed me again, on his own, and I agrain pointed my smartphone at him to take a picture. He looked at me with a poor attempt to fein ignorance as to why I might be pointing my smartphone at him. Still gaslighting.

Several days later, I visited the branch again to buy more socks and a few other items such as a cup for my hotel room kettle. In the home section, the large middle-aged European woman cashier gave me the same look of recognition. She served me very oddly, almost with disgust, and after handing my reciept did not say anything, only gave me a look of very visible disgust. In the men’s clothing floor, the cashier in my queue swapped places with another cashier after appearing to recognize me. That cashier served me politely.

On both visits, the security guard appeared to recognize me and looked rather shame faced.

All the above and more is also happening to me in the Marks and Spencers branch of the European city in which I currently live. I have made a number of complaints to Marks and Spencer (UK) who claimed they telephoned the manager of that branch and was told that they ‘had no knowledge of me’. Despite this, both the security guards and the managers continued to make a point of standing watching me every time I was served (and often walking away smirking as soon as I’d been served). Cashiers at that branch (and others) have also been aggressive with me, and I was almost physically assaulted by a Marks and Spencers security guard both in the store and outside on the street.

Again, as you can read from all my other posts on this site, similar behavior happens at hundreds of other shops, shopping centers and even sometimes in restaurants, in 13 different countries and over nearly 15 years now.

In the UK, torture is illegal in both civil and common law and carries a potential life tariff imprisonment. As per the Criminal Justice Act of 1988, a public official such as a police officer committing the act of psychological torture will be subject to life term imprisonment upon conviction.

Last summer, on the same UK trip in which I visited Hastings and Eastbourne, I spent one day in Brighton.

I’ve been to this city many times over the last couple of decades, and regularly visit the Chrchill Square shopping center to have something to eat or shop in the WH Smiths. Like everywhere else, the staff there have been mocking my allegations of torture for most of those years. When eating in the food courtyard, or whenever I go into a shop with a security guard, a security guard will stand watching me with a smirk on his face, and whenever I look over at him, theatrically look upward etc. One middle-aged female guard there is particularly sadistic, and on several occasions came out of the center while I was sitting outside by the entrance, looked me up and down theatrically, then went back in smirking or laughing. (Update August 2023 – she still is working there, and I managed to take a photograph of it).

I have made several complaints to Churchill Square (via their online form) and each time I did not receive a reply. I once asked the visitor information desk who their security firm is, and they refused to tell me. It is G4S – the same company which delibrately tried to run me over (I literally had to jump out of the way) in the Czech city of Brno a decade or so ago.

On this occasion, a distinctive grey haired (possibly) male individual, who has worked there for several years, and as with the other staff, and thousands of security guards across Europe for 15 years, mocked my allegations of torture as myself ‘not liking to be looked at’, was on duty. And I had one of the most disturbing experiences of all of these years with a security guard.

Three times during this visit of around an hour, this individual made a very theatrical point of looking at very young girls, and then looking at his or her watch. This happened on three separate occasions in that hour as I passed him, each time with (I think) different girls. On the third occasion, two girls who looked about 12 or 13, very much noticed it and were clearly very much creeped out by it.

I later managed to take a photo of him or her. I will publish it here later. (Update August 2023 – he or she does not appear to work at the Churchill Square center anymore).

Given the particular sadism of security guards in Brighton, it’s no surprise to me that the infamous ‘Brighton Cat Killer‘ worked as a security guard.