At Fulham Broadway shopping center, London, I’ve been abused and harassed by security staff just as I have at dozens of other shopping centers across the UK and Europe. I only visit this particular center a few times a year. Like everywhere else, the security staff gaslight me by deliberately and repeatedly standing directly in my line of sight watching me, often making theatrical gestures that they are not watching me (i.e. theatrically craining their necks as if looking beyond me, or looking up at the ceiling). The fact that I look somewhat suspiciously at them for correctly assuming that are doing this deliberately (as well as hundreds of other security guards in dozens of other shopping centers across Europe for nearly 15 years), appears to justify in their minds continuing to do it. They also theatrically leer at young women, just like I’ve encountered at many other shops and centers around Europe. This has been taken to a rather disturbing level at the Fulham Broadway though. On one occasion, I was sitting by the window of Pret A Manger, and a male security guard made a theatrical point of looking up a young woman’s skirt while behind her on the escalator (neither of the two staff pictured below were this individual, who was much taller). The woman, who was with a male partner, noticed and was visibly distressed by the incident. To be fair, I’ve also noticed security guards there often leering at young women without appearing to notice me or as a response to me, in fact even leering at the behinds of young girls, so they are not always doing this in response to me (or at the incitement of Hammersmith & Fulham police).

Like dozens or hundreds of other places across Europe, the security guards (in this case CIS Security) not only point me out to non-security staff, but they do so openly and in front of me.

Although most likely imbeciles, the guards must be aware that as I very rarely visit that center, the same thing as they are doing to me there must be happening to me everywhere.

Apart from the CIS security guards that patrol the center, two of the shops inside have been the worst for the abuse that I have encountered – Sainsburys and Boots, with the security guards at Boots being TSS (Total Security Services).

I believe I made a complaint about the guards to Fulham Broadway management several years ago and it wasn’t even replied to. Early this year I had another go, and addressed my complaint to the management and it was forwarded on by the ‘site administrator (a person named Giulia Puricelli) to the head of security there, a Mr Mark Adededji.

I was given a very vague reply by Mark Adededji who ‘reassured’ me that the center was dedicated to customer care, and wanted to know the exact dates and times of the incidents.

I wish to make a very serious complaint about your security staff at Fulham Broadway.

For a number of years I’ve been subjected to verbal abuse and intimidation by your guards working in the Broadway.

This is in the context of my apparently being pointed out to security guards not only across the UK, but in over a dozen other countries, beyond any legitimate possible reason, and rather for the purpose of causing me extreme mental distress and pain. I assure you this is very much illegal and I have faith that a number of senior police officers in the UK and elsewhere will ultimately be serving long prison sentences for this.

As far as your security guards are concerned, I believe they work for the company G4S. For the last 11 years, I have experienced the same abusive behaviour from security guards employed by that company not only in dozens of other premises in the UK, but in a number of other European countries.

It appears that your security guards in the Broadway are aware of my allegations of (psychological) torture on the part of the Met Police, and have attempted to repeatedly intimidate me on account of that. I would like to stress that intimidating a victim of crime does carry a five year prison sentence in the UK.

In fact, it appears I’ve been pointed out to your security guards by the police because of my allegations against them (and other security guards). In other words to punish me for these allegations. As far as I can tell, I was not pointed out to your guards five years ago when I was living in London, but now that I do not and only pass through your shopping center maybe a dozen days a year.

On a visit in August, one of your black male security guards clearly pointed me out to a Sky employee serving at their stand in the Broadway. As I passed, the guard looked at me, shook his head and said something to the Sky employee, who then looked at me wide eyed.

Last year, whilst I was sitting eating by the window of Pret a Manger, another black male security guard was going up the escalator. In front of him on the escalator was a young couple. The black Male security guard made a very theatrical gesture of attempting to look up the young woman”s skirt, to which she noticed and was visibly distressed by.

I trust you will take these allegations seriously, and I would like to point that if you fail to reply and communicate that you do take these allegations seriously, I will forward this e-mail on to the Member of Parliament for Hammersmith and Fulham, Mr Andy Slaughter.

Note that I got the security firm working at the Broadway wrong – it is not G4S but CIS Security. Also, Andy Slaughter was the MP for Chelsea & Fulham, not Hammersmith & Fulham.

This was Mr Mark Adededji’s reply :

Good morning Sir/Ma,

I have gone through your allegations which you claimed to have taken place at the Fulham Broadway Centre. I would like to assure you that the Centre and staff are committed to deliver high standards of customer care to all our visitors.

Although we do not use G4S staff at the Centre in Fulham, it would nevertheless be of crucial importance that we look into this serious allegation.

Can you please provide more information with dates of when these incidents occurred to enable us to carry out further investigation on this serious complaint.

Kind regards

Of course I couldn’t remember the exact dates and times of the incidents, and my complaint had made it clear this was an ongoing problem stretching back a number of years. A couple of weeks later, when on my next visit to the center the same harassment and gaslighting occured again, I sent the following complaint to Mr Adededji :

Mate, a couple of weekends after I made my complaint to you, your staff were again harassing and gaslighting me, making a point of standing outside the shops that I visited such as Boots and Sainsbury’s. As for when I witnessed your staff looking up the skirt of a young woman on the escalator or looking at the butts of very young girls which I’ve seen them doing several times, I can’t give you the precise dates from memory. You just connect the fact that your staff have been breaking the disability discrimination act as regards their behavior towards me for a number of years, but more than that my allegation is that they have been participating in torture against my person, and that from this point onwards, I will hold you – Mark Adedeji – legally responsible for any further abuse I suffer from your staff.

This e-mail did not receive a reply.

Due to lockdowns, I could not visit the UK for several months, until last month. My elderly mother also developed cancer during this period and so for the last month I had to care for her, and consequently have been visiting the Fulham Broadway center more often. Unfortunately, nothing had changed as regards the staff. On my second visit back to the Broadway, I stood at the checkout till, buying some goods after collecting a prescription for my mother. Immediately upon seeing me, a black male security guard stopped and stood watching me directly as I was served. There was no other person waiting behind me to be served.

After a minute or so of this I got my smartphone out and started to record him (I will upload the video shortly, but here is a photo). Quite quickly, he got uncomfortably guilty at being captured on camera, and proceeded to walk off. The second photo I took of him after he had walked away.

An abusive Fulham Broadway shopping center security guard employed by Mark Adededji

The same Fulham Broadway security guard after I had recorded him gaslighting me.

Later that week I visited the center again, and the same security guard immediately took up position outside Vodafone, directly facing me as soon as I sat down in the Pret A Manger opposite, and did the customary looking up at the ceiling etc.

The next week, I again visited the center to grab a sandwich in the Pret-A-Manger. This time, a different black male security guard – ‘Henry’ – spotted me, walked towards the Pret, pointed a finger at his head, then proceeded to very theatrically leer for several seconds at an attractive young woman sitting at the window. He then proceeded to walk across the the other side of the center and position himself outside of the Vodafone store and stood staring at me. After a little while, a member of staff from that shop came out and chatted with him for a few minutes, during which time, Henry appeared to point me out to the staff member.

Security guard ‘Henry’ in his usual position whenever I eat in Pret A Manger

‘Henry’ the gaslighting security guard for Mark Adedji

So I made another complaint to Mark Adedji :

Sir,

I made very serious allegations against members of your security staff 9 months ago, allegations which were addressed to the Fulham Broadway management (Giulia Puricelli) and passed on to you. You made some vague request for the times and dates of the incidents, even though I made it clear that this has been an ongoing problem every time I visit the center stretching back a number of years. You then failed to reply to my follow up responses in which I complained that I was still being harassed and gaslighted by your staff.

Around 4 weeks ago, I visited your center for the first time in several months. I shopped in Sainsburys where – as has clearly been the case for the last 13 years – the security guards (one of which I had never seen before to my knowledge) clearly recognized me as soon as I entered the store and became agitated. One of them constantly glared at me with his fists clenched.

A couple of days later I entered your center again after learning that my elderly mother had been diagnosed with cancer. I needed to shop in Boots pharmacy, and as I was at the checkout till (the only person at the till), one of your security guards walking up and down the center by the tube station entrance, decided to stop and just stare at me, face on, while I was being served. I started recording him and after a few seconds he became uncomfortable with this and decided to walk off. (see the photos attached).

Last week I made a third visit to your center. I was seated in Pret A Manger, and one of your security guards (which I saw from his identity tag is named Henry) walked past, looked at me through the window,appeared to make a gesture of pointing at his head, then made a very theatrical point of leering for several seconds at an attractive young woman who was sitting at the window. He then proceeded to stand directly in my line of sight across the center (photo attached) and stood staring at me for several minutes. A member of the Vodafone staff then stood talking to him, and he appeared to point me out to him.

Yesterday, I made a fourth visit to your center, and again, as I sat in Pret A Manger, one of your security guards (the same one who stood watching me as I was served in Boots last month), immediately chose to stand watching me directly in line with me outside of Vodafone.

Mr Adedeji and Giulia Puricelli – over the course of the next few weeks, I intend to publish these allegations online. Among other things I feel this is necessary for my protection as your staff in the center, including in Sainsburys, appear to have made threats in the past and continue to be intimidating me as regards my allegations.

Further, I intend to contact the Right Honorable Greg Hands – the Member of Parliament for Chelsea and Fulham. As well as forwarding on this correspondence by e-mail, I will send him a letter outlining my concerns by registered post.

Lastly, I will seek legal advice from several legal firms in Fulham on the matter having the both of you prosecuted under the Disability Discrimination Act. Obviously my allegations are far more serious than this by a huge order of magnitude, but it would be a first step to get this into a court of law and establish exactly what you, your company, and the Met Police, have been doing to myself – a disabled member of the public – for a number of years.

Cheers.

Again it did not receive a reply.

However, on my next visit, it was very clear that my complaint had been passed on to the security guards working there. The first security guard (the one above who stood watching me in Boots from outside, and then while I sat in Pret-A-Manger, was extremely aggressive to the point I thought he was come in to the Pret-A-Manger and attempt to assault me. A security guard who appears to be the regular guard for the Wilkinsons store in the Center, also behaved extremely aggressively.

From that point, the only times I used the center were to either pass through on my way out of the tube station, or to collect my prescription for my cancer stricken mother in the Boots store there (where she has to have it collected from), which I talked about here.

I sent one final e-mail to Mr Adedji, forwarded on to the deputy Ana Sousa, as he was on leave :

On a further visit on Wednesday, the security guard in the first two photos again was aggressive, again mocking my serious allegations as a matter of myself ‘thinking he is looking at me when he isn’t’. So it appears that you’re not going to reply to my complaint, but you evidently have passed on my complaint to your thug security guards in a manner which leads them to be even more aggressive and abusive. As I pointed out to you in my very first e-mail, intimidating a victim of crime in the UK does carry a five year prison sentence.

I also visited Boots where I have to get essential prescriptions for my elderly mother who has been diagnosed with cancer. The TSS security guard (I have also been pointed out to dozens of TSS guards in other Boots stores) rattled his keys as I walked in, became agitated and suspicious when I walked out 10 minutes later empty handed (my mother’s prescription wasn’t ready). When I returned after having something to eat in Pret A Manger, he again moved from his usual spot at the entrance and stood close to the pharmacy counter, repeatedly looking over at me in an agitated fashion.

I’m going to draft my letter to Mr Greg Hands today and hopefully will be able to send it to you tonight for you to have a look at. I’m also going to visit the center today. Hopefully I wont see your guards looking up the skirts of young women or immediately standing outside Vodafone watching me as I sit down in Pret A Manager then getting aggressive because I draw the obvious conclusion it’s deliberate (and so would a court of law, btw).. And if the TSS thug at Boots or your center security guards leaves me too intimidated to collect my mother’s prescriptions I guarantee that you’re going to be facing prison this time next year.

Again, no reply.

On my day of departure from the UK, I had to say goodbye to my elderly mother. I passed through the Fulham Broadway Center still with tears in my eyes, to catch the tube to the airport, knowing I may never see her again. As I entered the Broadway, two security guards were positioned alongside each other, spaced out by 10 meters or so, facing the entrance, with their arms folded, as though ‘expecting’ somebody. When they saw me, one of them – a middle-aged Asian male – gave me the usual ‘I’m not looking at you, you nutter’ look, very aggressively. I was with my holdall, with tears almost streaming down my face, so he must obviously have known I was leaving. Didn’t seem to concern the psychopath.

Because of Covid, I have not been able to visit since.

It’s important to note that the behavior of the CIS and TSS security staff at Fulham Broadway Center – the illegal and extra-judicial gaslighting torture, the intimidation of the victim for making complaints about this, the preventing of my collecting prescriptions for my elderly cancer stricken mother, the looking up women’s skirts, and theatrically staring at women sitting in Pret A Manger – is the result of the instructions, advice, or encouragement of Hammersmith & Fulham police officers. In the UK, the offence of psychological torture committed by a police officer carries a life term custodial sentence (as per the Criminal Justice Act of 1988). Several times last summer, I passed police officers in Fulham – both male and female – who would make a theatrical point of laughing when they saw me. This is all hilarious to them. Or it will be until some of the bent psychopathic criminal sadists get finally sentenced to life in prison.

Sometimes this just gets all too much. The media are rightly making a big thing about the Islamist dickhead who killed four people in Vienna the other day, being known – like so many of them – already to the security services. These incompetent?? bent psychopaths appear not to have the resources to keep track of radical Islamists who go on to kill and/or behead multiple people, yet they can keep myself – somebody in the past who suffered from paranoid schizophrenia – under surveillance to the extent, for example, of informing the guards at every single shopping center in Europe that I visit, of my arrival. The justification being, apparently, that I get a little bit ‘paranoid’ and suspicious about this. Never once violent, just looking a bit upset or agitated, and occasionally asking to see a manager to make a complaint.

Again, if you’re reading this and assuming I am just a ‘nutter’ suffering from a delusion, then consider that I have built up a large amount of video and audio evidence that I am being kept under ‘surveillance’ in this manner. I have been stable (despite all this) for over a decade, and am completely independent. I am a highly intelligent person, with a degree in philosophy, and I am fully able to critique my beliefs in a rational and objective manner, and unfortunately, it is highly likely that they are really doing this.

And it gets worse than that. Not only had this Austrian Islamist been caught and (briefly) imprisoned for trying to fight for ISIS in Syria, and commit genocide, rape, and all the rest these twats get up to, but he had also been recently caught, after his release obviously, trying to purchase ammunition.

https://www.euronews.com/2020/11/02/several-injured-in-exchanges-of-fire-in-vienna-say-police-amid-reports-of-shooting-at-syna

Austrian police have been among the worst bent psychopaths in the 13 years I’ve suffered through this. I’ve visited Vienna several times, and each time it was clear that not only had I been pointed out to every pig in the center of the city – who would mock me for ‘not liking to be looked at by them – but also by security guards at the train station and elsewhere. They too, would go out of their way to mock me in the same way. Exactly the same thing happened in Graz, which I also visited a couple of years ago.

Even if the bent psychopathic subhumans do or did have a legitimate reason to keep me under this kind of surveillance, how could they possibly prioritize me over people like this, the most dangerous people imaginable, intent on terrorism, genocide and mass rape? How could this be anything other than a sadistic vendetta on their part against somebody who will suffer like few others because of it? I.e., psychological torture of the most extreme and inhuman kind?

And again – this isn’t just ‘surveillance’. The hundreds or thousands of guards and non-security staff I’m pointed out to are encouraged or incited to bully, harass, mock, as well as intimidate me, and above all, gaslight me.

So I recently spent 6 weeks back in the UK, mainly in London, on account of my ill mother who was diagnosed with cancer during the summer.

The worst experiences were at the Fulham Broadway Shopping Center, which I will describe fully in a separate post, although I have posted about my being intimidated by the security guard at the Boots pharmacy, where I had to fetch prescriptions for my seriously ill mother (my mother actually responded well to treatment and is improving, and I have another family member there now to look after her).

Another bad experience was at Clapham Junction station, when I was sitting in Cafe Nero and the security guard for the Sainsburys opposite immediately recognized me, started biting his lip, and then repeatedly mocked me for ‘thinking he was looking at me’. I did record him doing this, or rather thought I did, but unfortunately I was using the front camera on my smartphone instead of the back.

One other hotspot was at Marks & Spencers in High Street Kensington. I hadn’t been in that store for many years, and only infrequently when I did live in that area more than a decade ago, yet when I went in, a female shop assistant in her forties or fifties immediately appeared to ‘recognize me’ and pointed me out to other cashiers who then were constantly looking over at me judgementally. So I am being pointed out to not only security guards, but also cashiers and shop assistants, in multiple branches of Marks & Spencers in at least two different countries. The pretence at a ‘legal justification’ that the police appear to be operating under, is a mental health breakdown I suffered nearly 15 years ago, caused by them, probably deliberately.

Perhaps the most disturbing thing of all in the six weeks, is the number of police officers I passed who clearly recognized me and made a very forced point of turning to their colleagues and laughing. These utter bent inhuman psychopaths think that torturing a mentally disabled individual for nearly 15 years, in the most sadistic and cruel way possible to do so, is hilarious.

My Next Steps

This blog is half an attempt to stay sane and cope with what has been happening to me at the hands of the Met Police for nearly 15 years, and half to put a stop to it, or at least to shame some of the sadistic psychopathic individuals hiding behind a uniform who take part in it, such as the woke ‘neurodiversity rights’ fraud PCSO Victor Finch at Gatwick Airport.

At least I’m doing something in documenting these experiences here. I’ve made well over 100 complaints to stores, security firms etc., and rarely get a reply back (but clenched fists from security, managers, and even cashiers in the stores in question on my next visit). I’ve sought legal help and told my case is ‘too complex’ or even that ‘ I don’t have a chance’. I’ve petitioned anti-torture charities such as Redress only to be told bluntly to ‘stop spamming’ them.

It helps me to survive just to know I am doing something, and here are some more constructive things I can do over the coming weeks.

• I will post a full description of my experiences at Fulham Broadway Shopping Center, and my failure to get any help from the head of security Mark Adedeji or the center administrator Giulia Puricelli.
• I will draft a letter to the MP for Hammersmith and Fulham Mr Greg Hands, detailing my allegations of 13 years of torture by the Met Police in at least a dozen countries, with particular reference to my recent experiences in the Fulham Broadway Shopping Center, stressing not only the abuse and gaslighting I have endured there, but the fact that the security guards behave in appalling ways that affect other people – such as looking up women’s skirts on the escalator, or intimidating me from obtaining vital prescriptions for my cancer stricken mother, in order to ‘punish me’ at the encouragement or incitement of Hammersmith and Fulham police.
• I will forward a copy of the draft on to both Mark Adededji and Giulia Puricelli, and if I receive no reply, will send the letter both by e-mail and by registered post (physical letter) to Mr Greg Hands.

The reason I’m back in London is because my elderly mother recently developed cancer. I have to collect her prescriptions from the Boots in the Fulham Broadway Shopping Center. I get the usual gaslighting and intimidation from the center security guards, which I will post about later, and as any reader might expect, the Total Security Services (TSS) security guard in the Boots store is particularly thuggish.

Each time I go in to collect a prescription for my mother, he moves around the store so that he is watching me, clearly agitated, usually with his arms folded, doing the ‘I’m not looking at you’ routine, and then moving away from his position as soon I as walk out the store.

Last week I complained (via e-mail) to the center management (Giulia Puricelli) about both the TSS security guard as well as their center guards. Typically, they have not replied, but at least with the center guards, it’s obvious my complaint was passed on. I made clear that I had to go in to Boots to collect my prescription for my elderly mother (I have to collect the prescriptions at that Boots store) and was being intimidated by their security guard. Despite this, yesterday again it happened. When I walked to the prescription counter, he suddenly appeared and stood in a position to watch me. When I then went to the checkout till to buy some other medical products, he immediately moved to a position by the entrance directly facing me, arms folded, while repeatedly and theatrically looking out in to the center, then turning back to look at me and becoming aggressive if I made any eye contact with him. See the photograph below.

TSS Security Guard Boots Fulham Broadway Shopping Center

The legal justification appears to be that I get agitated at the fact that I (somebody in the past who suffered from the devastating mental illness paranoid schizophrenia), is and has been pointed to security guards in over a dozen different countries for well over a decade, including at dozens of Boots stores, and it never being admitted to me that this is the case, and in fact explicitly denied (as a ‘delusion’ on my part) many times (including by Boots Customer services). This guard in the photo is presumably thinking (based on whatever info he has been given about me) that I’m just a ‘nutter’ who doesn’t like being looked at by security guards, and that he has to ‘stand up to me’. Yes, all these thousands of tough security guards, including hundreds in Eastern Europe, no doubt many with links to mafia etc, are the victims, not the mentally ill member of the public being sadistically gaslighted by them, their security firms, and the various police forces pointing me out to them. Note I have never once been aggressive with a security guard anywhere. I just look suspiciously at them or sometimes agitatedly when it all gets too much, as it would for any normal person, let alone a person with my history after over a decade of it across an entire continent.

The Ricky Gardezi TSS Security Guard at Boots Fulham Broadway observing me paying at a self-service till while not observing the law on Covid face coverings.

I am absolutely proud of the way I have handled this over the last 13 years.

This brute actually looks like he might use violence. I feel I should go in to the store and ask to speak to the manager (apparently one Rabia Bennet), but I do fear this thug might attack me. In any case, the manager will no doubt ‘reassure me’, and humiliate me in front of members of the public, by slowly telling me that it’s all a co-incidence, and that the security guard is not looking or me, or is ‘looking at everybody’.

I walked out of the store, walked half-way towards the entrance/exit to the Broadway, and then walked back to see if the guard was still in the same position 20 seconds later. No, he had gone (and I took another photograph to prove it).

My torture began in earnest in 2008 when I was living in Battersea, close to Lavender Hill police station. I assume that the police stationed there had a leading role in making the policy decision that has resulted in myself suffering extreme and deliberate psycholgocal torture in 13 countries for 13 years. At any rate, individual bent psychopaths based at that station certainly both took part and explicitly threatened and intimidated me over my allegations of torture many times. They apparently are still doing this today.

I thought it would be a good idea to have this page as a record of the offcers who have been stationed at Lavender Hill Police station over the last 13 years, and in particular those known to be working there in 2008. This will be for the purposes of a hopfeully future legal case against the police. Obviouly, all the sources I glean this information from will be already in the public domain, primarily online news articles.

Like most of the world, I was absolutely sickened at the sight of a black American man – George Floyd – having the life squeezed out of him by four psychopathic brutes.

Of course, scenes of sickening and inhuman brutality by cops do not exactly shock or surprise me in the least.

All I know is that the act of putting on a police uniform seems to turn what might have been something of a human being into an inhuman, psychopathic monster.

And it’s not a few ‘bad apples’. Police officers are sadistic, quasi-human monsters. How can I believe otherwise after what I have been subjected to by literally thousands of them for over a decade?

I am not a black man, I understand that the George Floyd death is more a symbol of what is perceived as black oppression in the USA rather than an individual tragic case, or even of police brutality in general.

My case is not going to cause protests. The fact that I have been screaming and pleading in vain for 13 years that ‘I can’t breathe’ isn’t, it seems, going to garner a single shred of sympathy from anyone. And if I finally lose my mind all-together and spend the rest of my life banging my head against a padded wall, or commit suicide, or am discovered at the bottom of a river after being killed by an East European security firm or by the police themselves, nobody will even know what’s happened to me, let alone shed a tear or join a march.

What has hurt me perhaps more than the brutal killing of George Floyd, is seeing the events unfold in London. Obviously, his death has been exploited by sections of the community to cause mayhem, even thousands of miles away in the UK. But what’s truly disturbed me is the abject cowardice and obsequious of London Metropolitan police officers, the same evil bullying scum who have had their knees on my neck for 13 years in the knowledge that I wont survive it much longer.

How did I let these subhuman cowards do this to me for 13 years? I’ve been asking myself this constantly the last few days.

Well really, I don’t know what I could have done differently. The fault not lies in me, but the police who are clearly worthless, cowardly, criminal, bullies. Torturing to death a mentally disabled member of the public is fine by them, but any group that can stand up to them, and they are on their knees begging for forgiveness like the craven cowards they are.

Yes, I’ve gone about this the right away. I began over a decade ago by making complaints to the companies that were employing the security guards/staff who were engaging in torture against me – such as Tesco, Boots, Sainsburys etc. When this had no effect (or simply increased the bullying and intimidation by staff and security guards) I appealed for help from anti-torture organizations, and was told to stop spamming or more often, simply ignored all-together. After a few years, I started to ‘escalate’ my complaints by directly e-mailing the CEOs of companies like Sainsburys and Tesco. Again, it made absolutely no difference. More recently, I tried contacting several legal firms. Two UK firms both told me my case was ‘too complex’ for them. Out of three European firms I contacted, two did not reply and the other tersely informed me of his opinion that ‘I don’t have a case’ (he didn’t even ask why the police in 13 countries were doing this to me – a paranoid schizophrenic – for over a decade).

One other thing I tried was recording my bullying on hidden cams. I did this fairly infrequently for a while, early on around a decade ago. I wish I had done it more, but due to threats and intimidation from police officers (including at Lavender Hill, Battersea) I decided to stop. I have started this again recently, and this time I will not stop.

I am confident I have enough recorded footage already to at least persuade an independent third party to take my allegations seriously. Moreover, at least it has preserved some sanity in myself. I KNOW that it has not been a delusion on my part. When I walked into a Sainsburys store 11 years ago where I was being abused, and I recorded – as I expected – a cashier getting up to leave as soon as I joined the queue saying – ‘I’m going. I don’t feel well, I don’t know why’, then at least proves to me that the police DID point me out to dozens of stores, restaurants etc. To anyone else, I guess they could say I must have been acting aggressively or shouting at staff the day before, but I KNOW that that’s not the case.

So finally, the setting up of this blog, together with the resumption of hidden recording (and uploading the videos) seems to me the best way to escalate this further. I’m getting threats and intimidation for this. Total Security Services or the police themselves issued a successful take down notice to YouTube for my video of the Boots security guard in Priory Meadow Shopping Center Hastings. Last week, as I was walking down a near deserted street, a police car speeded up and suddenly broke hard along side me. When I turned around to look, the (European) police officer in the driving seat was grinning evilly at me.

All I want is for this to stop and for me to able to resume my sad life without being tortured to death. At all times I’ve not only obeyed the law, but tried to escalate things gradually.

Unfortunately, after 13 years, it’s clear that the sadistic bent psychopathic criminals doing this to me will not get off my neck until such time as they have a real and honest fear that they will be spending time in prison unless they do so (and even then I believe they are such out of control psychopathic immature sadists that they wont stop until it’s too late).

The Chief Inspector for Worthing is Sarah Leadbetter.

Under the Criminal Justice Act of 1988, a public official such as a member of the police, who commits the offence of psychological torture, is liable to a life term custodial prison sentence.

Not long after the hidden camera video I took in Boots, Hastings had been removed from YouTube (after less than 100 views) following a ‘privacy’ complaint, I visited Boots in Worthing High Street. It was my first visit to a Boots store on my return to the UK, and since the video was taken down.

Owing to stupidity on my part, or rather cognitive dissonance, I went into the store without recording my visit. Sometimes I still can’t believe that the police can really be doing this. Then I’m confronted by the fact that no, they really are fucking doing this. They really are out of control sadists engaging in torture and conspiracy to murder against a mentally disabled member of the public. And I’ve failed to record it. And this happened again on this occasion.

As soon as the male cashier saw me, he gave the odd immediate apparent look of recognition that I’ve encountered so often before in the last 13 years, habitually in Boots as much as anywhere else.

I ignored him, and when it came to being served (he was the only cashier on duty) I took care not to act in any way that could possibly ’cause’ him to act strangely. I had been in that store twice before several months ago, and in those two previous visits (the only ones to this store in my life) I was served by a young gentleman, in which nothing unusual happened. I’m sure I had never seen this older cashier before, or he me (unless, of course, as is likely, I had been pointed out to him).

After serving me, in a very odd manner, he said – rather aggressively – ‘you’re welcome’, before I’d even had the chance to say thank you.

So it appears that several weeks after issuing a take down notice to YouTube for ‘privacy invasion’ of a video that strongly indicates that Boots/Total Security Services have been pointing me out to security guards and cashiers in their stores – something denied by Boots customer care, they have then pointed me out (or allowed Sussex police to point me out) to a member of staff in Worthing.

Rather annoyed, I decided to go back into the store less than an hour later. I had in fact (truthfully) forgotten to buy a packet of sinus rinses. The same cashier was serving. This time I recorded everything, and the cashier seemed to be aware of this as he served me in an exaggeratedly polite manner. Below is a photograph of the cashier. Unfortunately, the camera could not resolve his name tag, but it looks like he could be the manager of the store.

There was no TSS security guard at that store during my visits (or my two other previous visits there, as far as I can remember).

I also experienced strange behaviour from staff in other shops, as well as the cafes – particularly the Cafe Nero. I submitted my tax return at the post office in WH Smiths, and the young male serving me gave me an apparent look of recognition and of disgust.

*Update – HMRC did not receive my tax return, and I had to re-submit it from London.

Recently I posted an article entitled – ‘The biggest scandal in the history of the Met Police‘.

The Met Police have been torturing me for at least around 13 years. Exploiting my past diagnosis of paranoid schizophrenia, both through causing me maximum psychological pain AND in the knowledge that it will be very difficult for me to be believed.

They have been pointing me out (with the help of their colleagues) to security guards in 13 different countries in all that time. Not just pointing me out, but encouraging those security guards to mock and abuse me, belittle my allegations of torture as myself ‘not liking to be looked at’, and presumably encouraging those security guards to encourage non-security staff in shops, at shopping centers etc. to likewise bully me. All the while this being explicitly denied by the security guards etc., and the companies who employ them, such as Boots and Sainsbury’s.

I’ve always tried to keep some faith, that sooner or later, somebody will believe me, somebody will realize that this is beyond some minor police corruption, that the torture of a mentally disabled individual, and apparent conspiracy to murder through that torture, involving not only the Met Police, but other police forces in the UK such as Sussex Police, as well as at least 12 other police forces in Europe, as well as hundreds or thousands of ordinary members of the public, is something that just..well. does cross a line somewhat for a civilized country in the 21st century.

And then BOOM! The biggest scandal in the history of the Metropolitan Police and a number of the dirty, bent psychopaths, presumably chief commissioners among them, will go to prison, perhaps for life.

But I’m really starting to lose faith even in this.

As also pointed out in another post, I’ve appealed to anti-torture charities, I’ve appealed to legal firms (that specialize in police misconduct cases), I’ve made countless complaints to firms such as Sainsburys, Tesco, Boots and others. And it’s not simply always a case that I wasn’t believed (as I expected), but that they – including the anti-torture charities and the legal firms – don’t seem to see any issue.

So the Met Police and their colleagues in 12 other countries have been gaslighting a paranoid schizophrenic for 13 years, involved hundreds or thousands of members of the public in this, made threats and intimidated the victim in order to keep quiet, and don’t appear to have any intention of stopping until the victim has either lost his mind or committed suicide, and this is a problem? Yawn.

Recently I came across a video uploaded by a YouTuber called ‘Max Paws’. He’s one of a number of anti-police corruption YouTubers who pisses the boys in blue off by filming them in public and standing his ground with a knowledge of his rights.

Except in his case, the boys in blue didn’t just get annoyed. They really do appear to have framed him and arbitarily arrested him.

It’s hard to be certain from the video, but it does appear that at worst, he nudged past the police officer, for which he was immediately arrested for ‘assault’ – already being known to the two officers as that annoying YouTuber who films them.

The video, two months old, appears to have a lot of views, but for what clearly seems an example of British police officers caught framing a member of the public for assault, simply for annoying them filming them and accusing them of corruption, it hasn’t gone viral as you might expect. Why aren’t the papers and media all over this?

A couple of years ago I was walking through Eastbourne and a ‘business warden’ (who have been given police powers) was walking in my direction. Apparently recognizing me, as he had the day before, he had a look of fury on his face as he glared at me. I moved to the side, but it wasn’t enough as he made no attempt to alter his course and barged right into me. Obviously he was wearing a thick or padded jacket, he was also much bigger than me, and I felt the impact on my shoulder. He actually did cause me pain, which took a few minutes to subside.

The individual was not either of the two Eastbourne Business wardens in the above photo.

Last summer, on another visit to Eastbourne, two business wardens explicitly claimed not to have any knowledge of me, and I was led out of the Beacon shopping center by the manager ‘Chris’ for ‘making allegations against his security staff’.

Can The Police Get Away With What They Have Done To Me?

Another case I came across recently has left me feeling pretty hopeless, as well as even more in fear of my life from the bent psychopaths.

The case of Daniel Morgan, an investigative journalist exposing police corruption, who was murdered with an axe, and several people then framed for it by the very bent psychopaths who had previously threatened to have Daniel Morgan murdered, is quite painful to read.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Murder_of_Daniel_Morgan

If you can read that, and then doubt that the police in the UK are not capable of deliberately gaslighting a paranoid schizophrenic, for the purpose of inflicting pain on that person through his mental illness, as well as in the smug knowledge that it will be very difficult for him to be believed, then I don’t know what to say.

Certainly it has made me realize what kind of danger I am in. Apparently, as well as framing him, the police sued the YouTuber ‘Max Paws’ for slander for writing bad things about them. They wont sue me for slander, because they know if this comes to court it will indeed become the biggest scandal in the history of the Met Police. They have already issued take down notices to YouTube and apparently had certain pages delisted from Google and Bing, but in the end they will likely just kill me. They are probably hoping they wont have to do that, instead preferring that I’m either driven into suicide, I lose my mind completely, or one of the dozens of security firms they’ve involved in my torture (including Eastern European security firms), who they are then inciting that I am ‘threatening them’ with legal action, will eventually have me killed.

And again – it appears there is absolutely nothing I can do about any of this.

Commissioner Ángel Barros Fernández, head of the Malaga provincial police force, died earlier this month of a heart attack, just one week before he was due to retire.

https://www.euroweeklynews.com/2020/04/13/commissioner-of-malaga-provincial-police-force-sadly-dies-of-cardiac-arrest-in-spains-costa-del-sol-one-week-before-retirement/

As I described in a previous post, I have been to Malaga twice for brief ‘respites’ in the last two years, and on both occasions was met by abuse and mocking from both police officers and security guards (particularly in the El Corte Ingles store) who I had clearly been pointed out to. Presumably this guy was aware of it, and obviously the context of it being done similarly to me wherever I travel (or live) for the last 13 years, as somebody whose life had already been destroyed by paranoid schizophrenia. If so, I sincerely hope he is now in hell, although given I am an atheist, I have no faith and therefore no consolation that he is.

The one good thing coming out of the cornoavirus crisis, is that it may be opening the public’s eyes to just how dishonest, power mad, corrupt, bent, and psychopathic the police in the UK really are.

Of course, virtually every policeman in Britain has been dreaming of this day when the entire population is under something close to house arrest, and they can stop and question ANYONE they don’t like the look of for simply being outdoors, and charge them under some vague Coronavirus lockdown guideline. And if they still can’t, they’ll just make something up, as a bent psychopath was caught explicitly threatening to do so on camera last week.

Due to the video going viral, and already mounting public disquiet over the heavy handed policing during the lockdown, the bent psychopath’s bent psychopathic superiors were forced into making a hollow apology through gritted teeth.

Such scenes must be repeated a hundred times a day without the fortune of somebody having the sense to record the encounter. Or rather, most bent psychopaths aren’t as thick as pig shit to blatantly admit to the intent to ‘make something up’. They just make something up.

And they’ve been making a lot up about me.

If you’ve read any of my other posts here, and made any sense of it, you’ll understand I’ve been alleging that the British police have been pursuing a personal vendetta against me (likely to avoid a scandal in the first place), which clearly constitutes torture and likely attempted murder, involving hundreds or thousands of members of the public. Assisted by their almost equally bent psychopathic colleagues in a dozen other European countries (every country I’ve visited since this began).

I’ve already admitted that I once suffered from paranoid schizophrenia, In fact, the ostensible ‘justification’ for this torture on the part of the police, appears to be my behavior over 12 years ago when I was suffering a mental health relapse (I strongly supsect deliberately provoked by the police themselves in order that they could ‘get rid of me’ and avoid a scandal).

So you might be thinking – ‘well hang on. This person admits he’s a (former) paranoid schizophrenic, so odds are he’s likely just suffering a delusion to start with. But even if the police could be so extraordinarily bent as to pursue a vendetta like that against a disabled individual for over a decade, surely they couldn’t get thousands of members of the public to take part in it?’.

Well, yes, as I also admitted in a recent post, in thirteen or so years of this, I’ve never really once encountered a member of the public – from a security guard, to a cashier etc. – seemingly expressing any doubt or sympathy. Sometimes it appears that security guards or others (and police officers, especially at Lavender Hill Police Station) have indicated that they might be aware that they could get into legal trouble, but never any sympathy of the kind of – ‘we really shouldn’t be doing this to some guy who is mentally ill’.

For example, in a Costa Coffee shop somewhere in Canterbury last year, which I’d only been in several times but on each occasion, right from the start, got the usual immediate apparent recognition and consequent abuse, which involved the staff very sarcastically saying ‘you’re welcome’ over 5 seconds after serving me (and over 5 seconds after I’d politely thanked them), they noticed that I was calmly and discreetly recording them (serving me) on my smartphone. Immediately, they suddenly looked a little panicked and served me VERY politely. Even telling me to have a nice day as I walked out and looking again panicked when I didn’t reply.

So how could the police so easily get members of the public to bully and torment a disabled member of the public like myself?

I think two things.

1/ They have obviously lied about me and convinced those members of the public that I’m a very bad man, who deserves this. (not that, if only from a legal point of view, any human being, however ‘bad’, could deserve to be psychologically tortured on such a sadistic scale as this).
And 2/ They have equally convinced them that this isn’t torture, or even ‘punishment’, but rather some kind of ‘therapy’ that is helping me.

You don’t need to be aware of the infamous Stanford Experiment to know that the average person is capable of great cruelty if he or she feels they have been given the ‘right’ to inflict it (from an authority figure).

Presumably, the bent psychopaths are not telling shop assistants, in for example Boots, that I am a paranoid schizophrenic who over a dozen years ago mumbled aggressively in a small number of shops and restaurants in the West End when being put under enormous pressure by them (the police), and that for 13 years since I have been deliberately gaslighted by them in 13 different countries.

Or at least I hope not.

Presumably, they are telling them (or telling the security guards who then tell the cashiers etc.) something along the lines of – ‘he’s a nutter who doesn’t like security guards looking at him, or cashiers saying ‘you’re welcome’ to him after serving him. So it’s really important you don’t let this bullying nutter stop you replying ‘you’re welcome’ to him when serving him. It’s important (to security guards) that you don’t stop watching him when he comes into your shop. We can’t let this nutter bully thousands of security guards and police from doing their jobs across Europe.

So the consequence is, I’ll walk into a Boots store where I’ve never set foot in before in my life, and the TSS security guard on duty will immediately recognize me, clench their fists or fold their arms, stand intently watching me as I get served, and the cashier will also recognize me (sometimes, or at least on my second visit after the security guard has pointed me out), and exaggeratedly say ‘you’re welcome’ in a weird and inappropriate manner to me (if you think this sounds crazy, I have hidden camera footage of this actually happening repeatedly, over a span of 13 years). If I then look slightly agitated, frightened, or upset by this, then it proves I’m a ‘nutter’ who doesn’t like being looked at by security guards, or served oddly by cashiers, and that it’s perfectly right and legal that the police/security guards continue to point me out in this manner to hundreds of stores and restaurants (and ALWAYS denied by customer care).

And who are they going to believe?

A police officer, or a ‘nutter’?