After a few days in Seville, I then headed to the coast and Malaga. Surely I could find some relaxation and a brief pause from my mental torments there?

Of course not. The bent psychopaths will not let me have a single day’s respite.

On the 13th of January I visited the big El Corte Ingles store. I had visited it twice previously on my only other visit to Malaga around the same time last year. On those two occasions, the security guards made a very theatrical display of showing that I had been pointed out to them, including one of the Prosegur security guards reaching for what appeared to be a weapon, and another younger guard theatrically following young women around with his eyes and then laughing as he looked at me.

When I entered the store, there did not appear to be any security guards patrolling the line of cashiers. After spending ten minutes doing my shopping, I go to the checkouts and there is a male security guard pacing about in the center. When I select a checkout towards the right, he starts to pace up and down the right side of the line of checkouts, looking rather agitated. When my turn comes to be served by the cashier, he is standing right in front of the checkout with his back turned to me. Moments later when the cashier has finished serving me, he has gone. There were about 6 or 7 cashiers on duty at the time, spaced out over at least 100m along the entire length of the building (you can check this on Google Maps).

This, of course, is exactly as I expected.

Several times in the past, Spanish police have made a theatrical point of turning their backs on me. Presumably, to mock and belittle my allegations of torture regarding being a paranoid schizophrenic and being pointed out to thousands of security guards, police officers, and even shop workers etc across Europe for over a decade, with it never being admitted to me that it is happening, as ‘not liking to be looked at’.

I’m a paranoid schizophrenic, or at least I suffered from it when I was younger. The police are pointing me out to hundreds of security guards in every country I visit. They have been doing this for not 10 days, not 10 weeks, but for over 10 years. It has never been admitted to me that this is happening, and it has been denied numerous times. Despite over 100 complaints on my part alleging that to do this to a paranoid schizophrenic is gaslighting and clearly psychological torture, police and security guards consistently mock me for ‘not liking to be looked at’ by them.

Two days later on the 15th I went back to the same store and a different male security guard was on duty. I think, but I’m not 100% sure, he was the same young guard as last year who theatrically looked at young women while laughing and looking back at me. He did exactly the same thing this time, as well as exaggeratedly looking past me to show that he ‘wasn’t looking at me’. Unfortunately I wasn’t recording this, but I did grab a crappy photo of the sadistic freak.